Jeffro Ong (Personal)

Found Gifts and Lost Friend

2011-09-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

I ran through some of the old stuffs I had lying around the house, and to my surprise, I found stuffs that not only I thought was long gone, but also reminded me of the good times I had with my buddies from high school back then. I've lost touch with them - their numbers, addresses, etc. (back then we weren't so into the whole internet thingy, so yeah, lost touch).

I wonder if I can find my old buddy Zizzi, and get in touch with her... Honestly, it's been like what.. more than 5 years, I think 7 or 8 years now?
It's worth a try to find out =)

Update:
Oh yes! I found her on Facebook, and added her! Thank God I can still recognize her =)
Gosh, it's a good thing that I'm a "collector" *grins*, I think this is one of the times I actually am happy of the stuffs I "archive" =P

Btw, HAPPY MONDAY to EVERYONE, well it certainly is for me!

Say Hi to Patrick!

2011-06-04T21:43:00.004+08:00

I'd like to warmly welcome the newest member in the family, PATRICK! No, Patrick's not a starfish under the sea; it's not related to SpongeBob either. If you're watch the big red dog series, you'll know who it is =) Anyways, say Hello to Patrick!

Isn't it just adorable!

Well, another note, he's my first pet!!
in which doesn't need feeding! =P

Lights Away

2011-05-25T15:47:00.002+08:00

I'd dare say everyone loves the second the clock strikes "Time-to-head-home" O'Clock. However, my working hours are different from the norm, as such I work from 10am to 7pm, and most of the time I leave later than 7pm. That being said, it could stretch up to 2-3am the next morning. But no matter what time I leave office, I always smile on the way back...

I don't know what's so special about these lights,
but something about them that makes me lighter

=)

Car @ Workshop

2011-05-19T15:44:00.006+08:00

Just when you think everything is going smoothly, then WHAMP comes an unexpected incident. Well, that's for most case. For mine, I've actually anticipated it ahead of its time. After 2-3 weeks I finally made the decision (due to financial constraints) to take my car to the workshop and have it checked out. True enough that there's something wrong and it wasn't just me who feels that the car's off balance. Had the mechanic checked and found out that my car's front absorbers are in bad shape. Guess what? Last month's my rear absorbers were in bad shape. What a luck, but they that only happens after 3-4 years of steady, stable driving *winks*.

Yea I know, my car's not too good looking...
Chillax, I'm saving for a polish~
sheesshh, gimme a break will ya?

Bye bye old and bad shaped, Hello New and Original Absorbers!

=)

Bored @ Office

2011-05-18T12:45:00.003+08:00

I'm just feeling bored in office. Having done my work, I guess it's time to take a break? Haha. No, I don't want to take up more works because if I do, I most likely won't be able to see my house. As it is now, I work up to an average of 9-10pm daily; that is inclusive of being very efficient and being an effective multi-tasker. So why do I still work till that time? Long story short, there'll always be people who'd delay my work, 'nuff said.

I guess I'll be taking some forty winks as I don't feel the slightest bit of being healthy at the moment. Just looking forward till the end of the day, to head home and continue my self-studies. (Yes, I still have to study when I get home from work)

What Had Happened in Just Half a Year?

2011-05-06T00:57:00.007+08:00

There came a point I nearly forgotten that I was once a blogger, even to an unimaginable fact that I had forgotten and abandon my blog. Many would know I'm almost MIA and some would already forgotten about me. "Well, I've been busy" that's the most frequent answer anyone would hear from me at any given time.

So what exactly was I busy about?

Chasing dreams, hitting milestones, getting one step closer to the reality that I had planned since ages ago? Yup! To be more specific, I took a road that many wouldn't think of, fearing the difficulties and "bumpy path" they'll face - within a week after college I decided to dive into my current job (in which I had secured months before completing my studies)! Many would say, "You're nuts! Why the hurry? Why not enjoy your time... We're only young once!" Ahhh, that would be a fair mistake to those who'd be uttering those words. It is because we're only YOUNG ONCE, that we should take this chance to fully make use of our raging spirits and almost unending endurance we all have inside.

That being said, I carried my aggressive attitude and aptitude into my work. Less than 2 months, I was confirmed. Within the next 2 months upon confirmation I took up the challenge of juggling between 4 projects at one go. And in just half a year, I'd been promoted to a Senior position, from a junior position, skipping a rank in between. Some people would ask, "How is that possible?" I'd say "Simple, try doing 3-4 projects at the same time working up to an average of 15 hours a day, 7 days per week. In one year, that's almost equivalent to 3 years worth of work."

"You're a FREAKY WORKAHOLIC!"

I'm not bragging, but I gotta admit it that it does sound pretty impressive there. Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to show off or anything. I'm just trying to say that some things are possible to achieve if we put our hearts and mind into it. Well, in this case, I put my body to the test as well. At least in this period of 6 months or so, I'd learned more about myself (and the real working environment and office politics) better than I could have compared to staying in the comfort zone, never once touching close to a barrier of personal limits.

"Is it all worth it?"

Well I sure hope it is! But I'm not looking at small scale benefits. I have greater plans in mind, in which I'm looking forward to realizing them. Therefore, I've sacrifice much fun times, hang out sessions, socializing, movies, and what not, for the benefit of the future. In just half a year, I realized that I can push forward my plans by almost twice its speed and for the remaining time, enjoy every bit of it with the word "Success" easily breathed and spelled.

I'd like to see what happens in the next half a year
*winks*

You Gain Something, You Lose Something

2010-10-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

"In order to achieve something, you gotta make sacrifices"

This is something I believe it's true, to the very core of my heart. I've experienced much to say that there is no such thing as a Free Meal. Yeah, I'm sure some would think that's not true. But take a moment to think about it - to make a living, you gotta sacrifice personal time to do something you may not desire and you may need to rid yourself of any form of entertainment... to make great friends, you've gotta put in efforts to commit your friendship... to be in a relationship, you've gotta sacrifice personal time and money... Even if someone says he/she will have no problem buying you meals on a daily basis, do you truly think it's going to be that easy? If 'Yes' is the answer, then I gotta salute your naivety.

In order to pursue my ambitions and build a career in the quickest manner (I'm fine being associated with the term 'Kiasu' but heck life's short, better make the best of it!), I've to firstly forgo the needs for warm and committed relationship, fun and adventurous night lives at parties and events, and also the time for my family and myself. It's no joke. The reason I do that, is to obtain ultimate focus one thing because I'm not really good in multitasking or juggling between two different matters. If it's work-wise managing two projects concurrently, I'm able to do so, but if it's work on one hand and fun-parties on the other, I'll definitely need to let go (and obviously it's gotta be the fun-parties) one of them.

"Eat, Sleep, Shit"

The three basic things anyone MUST do. And if one really wishes for simplicity, well it can't get simpler than that! (Please don't complicate stuffs by telling me "Oh you need to BREATHE too!" or anything as such) But let's face it, life ain't that simple... Even back in the stone age, there's always an additional ELEMENT. The element of ... WORK! If you don't work, you don't eat. That's the rules. Back then, meat ain't gonna come into your mouth. You gotta hunt your own meat (except for toddlers, but they still gotta learn - and learning is work!)

In my current direction of life, I guess I'll just have to live the losses. And hope that the gains at the end of road is all worthwhile. It's important for me to stay in focus, and minimize the doubts in life. Otherwise, I'm screwed!

You Won't Understand/Know Until It Hits You

2010-09-20T01:41:00.002+08:00

A person who can afford anything, or have everything provided for him/her ever since the start of his/her life, will not understand or know the true value of what he/she possesses... until he/she loses it. Do you think that it is true?

I personally think that is true...

I've seen so many who'd take things for granted. People who take their friends/family for granted. People who treats every dollar like half a cent/penny. Well, these are the people who never knew what it is like to have nothing, or not to have the particular something. For some of us, living day to day to earn us something decent, or something valuable; we know the true value of that item/particular thing.

Of course, they are those who would tell you that they'd understand how it feels like to have lost something, or how it feels like not to have something. They'd say "I understand how you feel. It's like ..." They may have the words for it, but do they actually know what some of us are feeling, or what we went through? The answer to that, is an obvious NO. I'm not pointing fingers at anyone (but those of you who felt it, well, I guess it's pretty obvious that I'm right) but how can a person born from a rich family possibly truly understand how a poor man lives? How can a person born from the-almost-perfect family (or from a good family) possibly know the suffering of those who came from a broken home?

Yea sure they can feel sympathy, or sorry towards those who are in such condition, but these sympathy or sorry will never equate to the true feelings felt by each and everyone of those who are going through or have gone through those harsh and tough times. Most of the time, telling our stories to them does not even help at all. 'Cause half the times, it is just a courtesy question; "Tell me more about yourself" and then "Oh, I'm so sorry", period, the end of conversation (not exact situation, but similar).

So why bother asking then?
What could you do to help out? Or make things better?

No, we're not hoping for someone or anyone to return us good favor from our stories. Sometimes we tell out, indirectly, to help others especially to those who hear from us directly. For some of us who've witness or went through those difficult times, we know what is to be expected of a particular situation, and we hope to aid others who might just be in the same scenario. For the others, it could that they felt the anger seeing another ungrateful being whose arrogance led him/her to presume that everything and anything will be available when needed and wanted; they would like to knock some sense into these thankless creatures.

Of course, you'd probably deny some of the facts
but as the title states:
You Won't Understand/Know Until It Hits you
(in the face)

Blame The Adults!

2010-09-17T02:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah they're the ones should be blamed for as the cause to any disaster (excluding natural disaster - hmmm actually that too! Mother Nature and Father Time right?) that we see today.

You see some guys are mean/evil/devil-in-sight/plain-bad. Whose fault?
The parents!

Why, you ask? It's simple because it is the parents' duty to guide and nurture a child until he/she becomes of age to make his/her decisions on his/her own, and is capable to decided what's wrong and what's right. Not only that, what becomes of the child is the responsibilities of the parents.

Many people think or are given the influence, that it is the fault of that particular person who committed the mistake and no one else. Well, I tell you that's absolutely wrong. Have you wondered why he/she committed those mistakes? Have you wondered what are the circumstances that had led he/she to committing those mistakes? No matter what the reasons are, it can be related back to a single word, "Parents".

Parents are the "key player in any game" where they will determine the directions of their children. Yes, it is true that everyone is different, has different needs, have different methods of doing things, BUT ultimately, parents should all have the same aim which is, to guide the children to a straight, honest and good life.

If everyone parent teaches his/her child what is wrong and what is right (the proper manner, and not confusing them with otherwise), guides the child towards being able to judge and make decisions based on one's understanding of a situation, then mark my words, THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE!

Most people think being a parent is easy; you find your love one, have sex, impregnate/get pregnant, give birth and live your life day to day. If you're one of them, you're wrong! Try thinking a little harder and deeper, would you like to have your kid grow up to be just like you or to be better than you? Can you recall the memories of your past (the good and the bad) and its effect on you? Would you like your child to go through the same? We're all very capable of planning, whether it's short term or long term, but the one thing we never do, is to realize the significance of the plans.

Being a parent, you gotta be ready to take up the responsibility of having to guide the next generation to be better than the current. Not only that, you should already have the sufficient resources (mainly, financial) because if you don't, you'll eventually see yourself stumbling upon obstacles, one after another... and who's to suffer? Not you, the parent... but the poor child!

Children or teenager growing up in an unhealthy environment (family problems, surrounding neighborhood issues, etc) may eventually (and most likely) turn out to be the ones we discriminate upon - thieves, delinquents, con-artist, beggar, non-educated beings, etc. When I see a kid running around, hitting others or being mischievous (and causing harm to others), I blame the parents. Definitely not the kid, the kid is simply doing what he wants because he doesn't know what's right from wrong. Or if I see a kid begging down a street, I feel sorry for the kid - Another wasted child! (if I could, I'd help out, but I don't have the capabilities of doing so) Whose fault? Adults!

On the other hand, if I see an adult begging, I wouldn't feel anything but anger/hatred towards them. You're an adult, you should know better what you can do... Disabled or injured, begging is never the right way to make a living - You're teaching the kids that it's alright to depend on people's kindness (more like stupidity, or in better words, naive-ness). They will never learn to be independent, you know! When I see an adult saying something, but doing another, it makes me feel like I wanna kick his/her arse really hard. Don't you know that children/teenager is able to learn things easily (especially if it's the wrong thing)? So you want the future generation to be hypocrites like you?

Well, the adults are the ones who created the "adults" you see today! If you understand what I meant, I think you know what you should do from now on...

Think before having unsafe sex!
Think before getting married (and getting kids)!
Think before acting in front of kids!
THINK THINK THINK!

For the better future!

"They say what goes around, comes around...
If you do something which is displeasing, you will be displeased!"

Adults,
YOU SUCK!
(only if you have not been doing what's right)

Oxymoron In Town

2010-09-06T03:48:00.003+08:00

Ever felt that what we say and what we do is entirely different? Well, we often see and hear about others and call them hypocrite, but aren't we all the same? I admit that I often say that I'm very ordinary and simple-minded, but in fact it is not entirely true.

While saying that I'm simple-minded and I do things randomly or spontaneously, I'm pretty much complicated too. Before I spout out random or spontaneous things, I had it thought out before hand, and timed my speech, so it looks random and spontaneous.

Why is it random or spontaneous, if I had it all planned out?
2 things:

1) Random or spontaneous, that's decided by what others...
2) I may have it all planned out, but it never works as how I
want it, and I simply improvise as I go about it.

Sometimes we plan for something in some manner, but we do the opposite (maybe entirely different altogether). For instance, we plan on achieving a certain target in life, but we put no effort into reaching that goal, instead after a certain period we change our target again. That's being oxymoron.

I may try and act ordinary, blend in and all, but truthfully I think I'm a rather unique being if compared to those in my age. The way I see things, the speed of understanding most concepts, my perception, my reaction, the plans I have, are totally different from my peers. Yet, I never seem to be able to portray all that, so most people would take me as another teenage kid who just turned into an adult. I'm not complaining or anything, 'cause I know even I'm acknowledge as one of a kind, well I'll be treated like one of a kind... outcast.

I guess sometimes it's rather necessary to be a paradox, in order to avoid conflict. Like when you know you personally hate something in particular, to the extent you wanna bad-mouth about it so much, yet you put an act as if you're alright with it and everyone thinks that you're totally okay and that you might even like it; 'cause you know if you ever bad-mouth about it, it'll just create havoc - one bad fact leads to a rumor which eventually ends up as a disaster

Put it short,
"I'm Heaven's Devil doing good deeds,
protecting humanity, yet, waiting for disaster to strike,
as pain and misery becomes my pleasure,
motivating me to lend a helping hand"
(anonymous)

Complexity Within

2010-09-06T03:30:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought I'd finally found happiness, I blew it away. I thought things would be going on just great when you're finally able to meet someone who's understands the way I do things, my jokes and my principals... But all that turned into memories of the past in just an instance.

I guess, its my complex nature that is to be blamed. Often I'm told that I think too much, that I analyze too much, that I put unnecessary stress load unto myself. But how am I to be blamed? I grew up in such a way that I'm required to think excessively due to background and family issues. Given a chance I wouldn't want that either. Yeah it's true that I'm good at human psychology that allows me to understand another person by simply observing them, but it's nothing to brag about, because it comes with a great cost - Being observant is one thing, being too observant, it only spoils the fun of uncovering the mystery of person.

Rest assure, I'm no magician, illusionist nor mentalist. I don't read mind, but I based everything on common traits, behaviors and attitude of a person, in order to understand someone. Now here comes the bad news, being able to do so, it's very easy to figure out the likes and dislikes, the preference, the possible thoughts, reactions of an action given, of a person - it's like having a spoiler to a good movie, sucks the fun of it...

Worse still, when it is coupled with excessive thinking. Personally, I'm a thinker (despite my looks and my behavior) and it might seem like it, but I tend to think way beyond time and I map out possible outcomes of a certain incident, simulating every possible scenario that comes to mind. Therefore, I'm well prepared for most situation - death, birth of a new born, love, marriage, divorce, betrayal, etc. What's scary about it, is that when you've done so many simulations, and felt most of the feelings (yeah, I also have the ability to understand and feel emotions without experiencing first hand - that being said, I can feel the sorrow of an orphan, the loneliness of a beggar, the misery of an old forsaken man, etc), I become numb to it. When a person is numb to it, there's no shock or surprise that he/she is able to face and handle the situation calmly...

"Simple yet Complicated" perfectly describes me.

This Is It!

2010-08-11T08:44:00.003+08:00

The once-a-year has finally come around, and yet it only seems like any other year. Well, probably it's cause I don't put up a reminder and I don't tell anyone about it. I nearly forgotten about it, until my mum woke me up with a loud cheer saying "Happy Birthday Jeff!" If it's on the usual days, I'd probably jump up and go grumpy ('cause I don't like 'em mornings) but today's a little special, I was reminded and told in a rather special way =D At the same time, I know it's been pretty rough lately with the spending, and yet my mum had something special for me - a big red packet. If you're wondering why a red packet instead of a present, well let's just say my mum knows me better than anyone =P

Thanks 'ma!
*hugs and kisses*

Well, not to forget my dearest bestie as well, she sent her wishes via facebook =) I read it at a good time - when I was feeling a little down (due to miscalculation, I bumped into a bunk causing scratches on my car *sigh*). Not forgetting other mates too! They found out about my big day, and wished me =) Let's hope they don't have anything "big" (by that I meant, they'll be up to no good xD) for me

Thanks SiewMei!
Thanks guys! =)

Hours Away from Deathroll

2010-07-21T03:09:00.004+08:00

Exactly as it sounds, I no, my mates and I are about to face "death" hours from now... We're at the bottom of pitch trying to "climb out free" from the torments of our Final Year Projects! As of 3am, we're down to our final 16 hours of life, before facing the ultimate anguish - submission! Many of us are rushing, some of us are almost done, a few of us had completed and a couple of us had gone to next stage..

I hope I survive this!
My life is counting on it!

oh did I mention that I have 5 more assignments to go?
well, I've just taken one down, so that makes 4 more?
and that's 4 more in the next 1 week?
to be more specific, it's almost like 1 assignment to submit every 2 days?

Now who still think academic life is the BEST time of their lives?
Even the top of the cream in my time, says it's tough to cope up!
(no, I'm not the top, sadly I'm one of those from the bottom)
I've certainly not enjoyed my time doing academic time..
Nevertheless what I feel, I've gotta get back to work now...

Wish me luck!

I Think I Know Now

2010-05-30T01:56:00.004+08:00

My Aunt Lizzy came all the way from Canada to visit us (it's been years since we saw her, and this time around she surprised us by telling us that she's HERE only when she touched down). Love the family moments, it's been a while since we've gathered around. One fine night, I stayed around to chat with both aunt Lizzy and aunt ChengYee, and we spoke about a lot of things - and suddenly I just comfortably told her about my problems (didn't intend to do so at first)...

"I feeling lost, as if I didn't have a purpose in life"
one of the questions that popped out

Believe it or not, that chat went on for hours, and it got me thinking - Have I been running away from my fear and problems all these while, as how they've perceived? It does seem so. They shared with me about their difficult times when they were younger and told me that I've gotta settle stuffs out before doing anything further, otherwise everything will eventually topple over and crush me.

I think it's true, I've been putting on so many things onto my shoulder, lifting things up (one after another), it's time to put many things aside. I resent many things and certain stuffs have been haunting me over and over, regardless of how logical I've gotten through or how I try to think it through. After a week or so, countless thoughts into those matters, I would like to change my logic and instill new ones - the ones I didn't want to believe it at first.

"What's my purpose in life?"
I believe the answer to that now is,
To make a difference in many things...
Life, perception, mindsets, and so on...
I know I have the right thoughts,
now I've gotta work towards bringing it into reality,
even knowing the impossibility of it, it's worth a try...
That way, I believe I'll have nothing to hold me back
from pushing forward, breaking barriers and achieve greatness!
=)

I See a Spark of Light

2010-05-03T00:29:00.004+08:00

In the midst of all the mess that's been revolving around me, in the middle of frustration, stressful and pressuring moments, I believe I found something that enlightens my heart. It just came to me, at a spark of a moment where suddenly everything feels right. Nothing needs plan, yet everything else just went along as if it was carefully planned ahead of time. Ahhh, random it can be called. Spontaneous simply rhymes with it.

I do not know what I want to do with it. I do not have plans (in fact I never did) for it. I do not what's to become of it. But what I do know is that, at this very moment, I'm truly blessed and that I enjoy every moment that is illuminated with that spark. And I would continue embracing that blessing and go along with its flow and direction.

Losing Hope On Humanity

2010-04-25T04:44:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty much sure some would have heard on my views about humans (despite any race) and their attitude towards life and everything else in general - be it on nature, animals, each other, gadgets or even themselves.

Unfortunately when we speak of today, stereotypically everyone's so materialistic-can-die that they've given up on the means of quality and the meaning behind each and everything thing - in short they take things for granted. What happen to the times where we should all stand together in unity and protect what's right for us? What happen to the times where we all wanted the good of many and provided each other with quality-first things? What happen to the times where getting together was the only thing that matters first?

Yeap, time has changed, everyone's so focused on quantity that quality is almost extinct. Everything is degrading as time passes by. I wonder what's to look for in the future? I can't bear to imagine the worse to come.

I don't know about you, but as much as I would like to change things around for the better (yes I have actual plans for the better of the future) I just can't do things alone. And for that I'm growing tired, and probably one day I'll just leave Earth as it is, rotting to death. At one point, I was even in sync with the crooks in most animated series I've seen - to destroy the world and build a new nation. But that's just thoughts, even if I wanted to, I'm too poor to own high tech destructive gadgets and definitely I don't have the super ultra genius brain to come up with devious plans.

Many people don't realize this because they're too bothered with their lives putting themselves priority over others (or probably they're just too simple minded to understanding the importance of unity and quality) or probably it's just me. People are so materialistic that they lose sight of the petty meanings of each and everything. For example, outings. What used to be just simple hang outs at the nearest cafe/mamak, now has turned into must-have-something-else-other-than-mere-drinking (movies, games, eating big time, etc). Okay, maybe that's not the best example after all. But that's on ourselves.

Looking at the bigger picture where it involves a larger number of people and organizations big enough to control market, well that will be a different story won't it? Big companies such as our Internet Service Provider - Telekom, hypermarkets - Tesco/Carrefour, or even food outlets - McDonalds, have lost sense of quality and providing terrible services, violating many consumers right, but what is done about it? What do we do about it? What can anyone do about it? Their headquarters don't do quality assurance or even quality control. We don't complain and issue out any problems to the department of consumer rights. What we all do is just let everything go as it is, praying/hoping that one day things will be better. Well, I'm sorry to say, your prayers/hopes are denied, because NOTHING will change for the better if no action is done. This ain't fairy-tale where magic appears and everything will be for the better. I complain as many times as I want, but doing it alone makes no difference, if everyone else is afraid to do so.

When I say everything is degrading, that doesn't exclude education and civilization. What our forefathers fought for a better future, is just being destroyed in our own hands. Day after day, education standards are dropping to an unimaginable level. What has become of the meaning of education? What is the use of education if we're not being taught what we need to know and morale behind the teachings? Aside that, wasn't it suppose to be a nation without discrimination? A nation of equal rights and authorities? Looking from an extremely wide picture, I see racism, corruption, bias, and unbalanced structure. It should be a smooth flow from the top to bottom, but now there's a giant leap and gap - the rich, the average and the poor. And we can see the rich spoils everything with their I-don't-care-about-what-happens-to-others attitude, the average with their I-should-stay-quiet-as-long-as-I'm-not-affected attitude and the poor I'm-too-scared-to-do-anything-because-they're-too-powerful attitude. With that, environment, nature, market and balance of life is being disrupted.

I'm getting fed up of how things are. At my current state, I'm so mad at myself because I'm so powerless to even change a thing. More and more people are suffering and what is done? Nothing. While those on television are telecasting their good deeds to other parts of the world, trying to save petty lives, have they not thought of contributing to other needs like making the world a better place? Saving those whose lives are on the edge of a cliff, knowing that they won't be able to contribute anything but just having to live a suffering life, would that do them good? I would rather invest into a group of people who would actually be able to contribute for the better of the future, even having to sacrifice a few lives. Don't get me wrong, those poor souls were almost dying to begin with. Why prolong the suffering when you can cut it short? If I were sick, or too poor to be alive, why would I want to continue suffering when I can gain eternal freedom from mere death?

I see many talents around in the world, but they are not given chance to prove themselves or to contribute to the world. Instead, they are being shut down by selfish superiors who deemed them to be danger to their status, fearing that these talents may rob them off their powers and overthrow them. That's a totally wrong mindset that should not exist today, seeing that if we wanted to progress to betterment. Why are they more crimes happening? Well that would be one of the reasons. Some people become desperate, and why? Because the "good" people think too highly of themselves, thinking they're really good and put themselves above others. And those that are labeled as underdogs have no where else to resolve to, hence making mistakes that causes troubles and eventually saddening or even endangering the lives of many. Shouldn't the "good" or powerful ones be lending help to the needy (when I say needy, I'm referring to those who has potential, not those who just wants help because they are too lazy to do things on their own)? Alright, let's not put all the blame on the them. There's also the bunch of good-for-nothings who are just rotting away in the world. Have they not thought of what are their purpose in life? Have they not thought of giving back what's been given to them? They are ungrateful douche-bags who forgotten that they have parents who had given them lives. To top that, they not only wasted their time, but wasted their lives doing things that don't benefit anyone or anything. Even rusted metals when polished can still be made into something, but these bunch, they just rot away wasting away any potential talents or opportunities with just "I don't know what I wanna do in life". Rubbish I'd say, a pile of junk who should have never been given life.

I wished I could do more than just speaking out my mind. I wish I could have the power to change things for the better. I wish I had the potential to change people for the better. I wish I had my ways in turning things in quality-first environment. But knowing that it's more than just wishes, and even my current actions seems useless, right now I just wish I could just die in my sleep, never again to wake up in a disappointing world. Then again, not all wishes comes true, despite how many birthday wishes it takes *sigh*

Alas, Last OneThrough of Stress

2010-04-22T00:24:00.003+08:00

Finally, after waiting so long, my final year final semester has begun. It's not the starting part that I'm worried about, rather it's the last 16-18 weeks of college life (and hopefully I don't have to stay any longer than that). It's been a week now (counting in today) since I started my new semester and as usual schedule is crappy with almost 9-5 or 11-3 daily (either one, my day starts from 8.30am since I've to be at college early due to transportation issues) for 4 days a week (thank God and hopefully it stays that way!).

As stated in title,
it's A L.O.T of Stress!

Why is that so? Because it's not only my final semester (in which is the most important one) but I've got 5 subjects (which covers 5 assignments and 5 exams, weighing the same in terms of marks and difficulty) and 1 FYP to complete (covering research, development, documentation, implementation, and presentation). All to be done in just 18 weeks *shivers run down the spinal cord* If you can even imagine how difficult it is (in which I believe on my classmates know of the torment we face each and every single day in college), you'd probably end up in the nearest rehab center.

I kid you not with the things I'm going through. What's worse is that I don't even have a clue on how to start off with assignment or even my FYP. But I'll figure something out (by hook or by crook) cause I have to. It's the last time I'd ever be in a college (gahh, it's the one word I hate the most right now, even more than school) and it's my chance to get out of there ASAP.

"You can do it", say me with me
"You can do it", let's repeat
"You can do it"

Yosh, alright I'll head to bed now and continue stressing/frustrating/worrying/cursing when the new day arrives (it ain't a new day until I wake up).

Unsure Or Hesitant?

2010-04-02T03:18:00.003+08:00

I'm not entirely sure what's going on in my head. There are lots of thoughts, considerations, plans and voices just going around and around in my mind right now. It seemed that the moment is right, but at the very same things just never seemed to be going my way when I want it to. So I'm in a dilemma as to whether or not I should even make a move to take the step not taken, or simply just let it pass.

It is for real?
Or is it just one of those too-good-to-be-true moments?
I really don't know

In other words, you can say that I'm stuck in between - to go for it, or just let it go. Either way it's still a decision to make. A part of my mind and heart says I should give it a try, take a chance, take a risk and I shall enjoy the splendor. Another part of them says, based on past experience, this could be just one of those times where things just seemed to good to be true and will eventually land in the zone of disappointment.

One thing that truly confuses my ability to decide would be the fact that not only it would be changing my life or certain things around me, but also if it happen to be for the worse, then it'll only leave me with greater fear to get involved in such, ever. It hasn't been a problem for me to influence others to make a decision, because I could tell how it would end or how it would proceed later on for others. But as for myself, I'm unpredictable as I am - always been, and always will be. Sometimes even I surprise myself with what I can come out with in just mere moments, and because of that, I have not been able to do anything further with the current situation. Countless times I have planned forth, but it has not include the certain matter in which I am facing now. I dare not speak of it, nor even have the guts to mention what issue it is because I fear for the worse to come there after.

I do hope in time, I'd be able to figure it out - to find out what it is awaiting me at the end. Whether or not, it'll be long waited result or a simply upsetting outcome, I guess I'll just have to wait till it reveals itself. I dare not make a move, because every time I go forward on my own account following the heart, it turns out exactly the opposite. My heart lies too much that I can no longer believe it. Time, I'm counting on you now.

Where Is She Now?

2010-02-23T02:32:00.003+08:00

I feel very much lonely tonight, as I have felt most of the nights in my life. Loneliness that not even family nor friends could remove. And yet, almost every night I spend some time thinking where could she possibly be? Would she, or anyone be thinking of me at the same moment too?

Often lethargic/exhausted after such a tiring day at college or even work, I only hope to go home to be in the arms of my love ones. But that hope was to no avail. Mum and sis could not possibly shower me with love and warmth in the same way they did back when I was a younger kid. Though not in the cuddly way it was, they still love me a lot, but in a more mature manner - hugs were no longer than 5 seconds, pecks on the cheeks too often would be considered irritating, hogging onto limbs as if I was a little monkey will only instill anger... It is then I'd be hoping to have someone special to be around when I need her - someone to pamper with, someone to cuddle with, someone to hold on tight, just someone special.

Silently I have been in search for her, but on and on I've only learned that I haven't met her just yet. I hardly show effort for I'm not sure whether or not she'd be the one when she turned around and look in me in the eyes. Sometimes I think I feel her presence in my dream. But I could not never figure out who she is, where she is, and how's she doing. I only wake up now and then, wondering who's gentle touch had left my side, seeking for her - Where is She Now?

Something(s) I realize

2010-02-19T13:20:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the middle of the night, abruptly shakened by the endless thoughts of anything at all, only to realize many things - the occurring ones and the ones that had been in past.

I realize how powerless I was an individual who's trying to change things around me, for I have nothing strong to weild and I have everything to lose if I make a mistake. Trying to change things for the better requires more than just a sacrificial of time and effort. As things are not of convenience but full of loop holes and people taking unfair advantages out of matters that worsen situations, it may require having to lose more than time and effort - friendship and also financial state. Going against something that has been a culture and trying to bring out the best of people seemed easy at first, but unfortunately having no support from people around you (even if they do, it's nothing more than mere moral support which doesn't change anything), it's hard to accomplish even a part of the objective set.

I realize how much things I lack, not only because I was not given, but also the fact that I did not yearn to grab the opportunities that might seem like it, when I had the chance to do so. Knowing that, I have lost valuable things that might have ease out my current situation or change the current me for the better. Only when things are gone, that we truly understand its means of existence in our lives.

I realize that I very, very different than many who'd seemed like a normal person. Given the background and history I had, along with the gift to understand certain things in a new perception that many would not understand, with a boosted capability to adapt to any situation, no matter how much I try to blend in, I tend to "shine out" amongst the peers. My own nature defies myself being too low a profile, my own fears denies me of trying to isolate myself in solitude from others. I don't know whether or not that my current condition is healthy or beneficial to me, but it seems like it's been a help (but half the time I had, it was pure nuisance). While others may think I'm a fraud, my intentions to help/make things better are pure and true. As long as one believes from the heart that it's true, he/she will hesitate nothing and is willing to go all out for it.

At the very same point, that I knew I wasn't really a good friend. Honestly, I thought I was a great friend to many. But turns out, I wasn't near to that at all. While most people believe that spiritual and moral support are sufficiently needed for a friend, I know the obvious truth in why I could never be compared to others out there. There was nothing to compare with because I could not near the traits of what a great friend could do. As true as I can be to anyone, I could not beat anyone whom be able to sacrifice time, money and efforts to help others. As I've mentioned, I have everything to lose if I made a mistake, and that applies in friendship too. I found myself unable to go to distance when a friend wants do something (partying, having a great meal, casual outing, going all the way to other side of town just to talk things out or have a cup of tea, etc) and the things that I do or want to do are either incomparable or just plain ridiculous to others. What I do or did, or even want to do? I'm willing to listen and put my whole heart out to help a person who's really in trouble, stand up time standing up for a friend and for what's right. I don't mind chatting through the nights and having to reduce time for assignments or revision as long as it makes the other happy and smiling at the end of the day. I would go all the way to the other town for a friend who's really, really in trouble, but I would hesitate if the situation is only merely having to lose/having a fight with the boyfriend/girlfriend or having second thoughts about investing in something. I want to do something simple yet it's just something memorable that in years to come, we'll look back at it, gaze and laugh at the silly things we did for fun - like pissing off the casher at a fast food restaurant when we pay our meals with large amount of coins, or dancing and singing in public just to stir things up, or cause a havoc in a neighbourhood and run away in laughter. What I can't or won't do? Things that will only lead me to more frustration in terms of financial and efforts in a long time. You see when you treats someone good, it's normal to assume and expect others would do the same to you - being there, sharing difficult times and all. But when the only things that good friends do are having a good time together, seeking awesome meals, chilling out (on top of all the other things a normal friend would do) and etc, it beats any guy like me any time of any day of any year. Friendship requires more than just time and effort to grow, it needs money and depending on the people, different clique.

And just then, I realize that I was right all along, in any given situation, it is always the money that matters. Don't compare with of what used to be "back in the good old days", this is the current (and might also be the future) now, and with no help in changing the situation around, money is connects different elements together - happiness, health, career and friendship (including family). These four elements matter most to an individual. There was a saying that goes "happiness can be achieved if one puts his/her whole heart into it", remember? Well guess that they forgotten that to mentioned anyone would be at the mercy of financial difficulties? Whatever it is, without money as a source of support or a resource to achieve, things somewhat go wrong (even if goals were achieve, but they definitely have gone astray). Why would people work hard? To make things better? Ultimately was to earn money, because money holds the power to make changes - giving the motivation to work hard to earn more in order to enjoy a little more later. Having more money, means you're able to upkeep your health. With that, you'll be able to do more for family and friends (any possible activities you can imagine). With that being said, money is the key to everything.

Last thoughts that revolves in my head, is love. I realize that when it came to love, I was no better than a spineless or gutsless guy. Yes it may seem true that I'm able to deliver and provide the other with more than what she would expect from someone normal (because when I promise something to her, that is my priority) and all those excuses of not having to find the right girl (there's no such thing as perfect, and if there is, means you've gotta meet a few before meeting the perfect one - even sometimes the girl that is totally opposing the requirements can turn out to be the perfect one!) because I was too busy or because I had too many things in hand to manage/handle or 'cause I have such a high requirement that girls fear me, are in other words rubbish-talk. Truth be told, I knew that I was a coward. Having said that, I fear that if I had made a move, if things went wrong, I might lose a friend. I also fear that if we had gone along, and a better guy comes along, I might lose her due to my current condition (financial difficulties, lack of time, other priorities before her). Fearing that she might get bored of me one day (as most of my friends, not forgetting my family are now) she might just walk out on me. I'm afraid that at one point where I'm committed (not obsessed, don't get me wrong) and being depended on her, and when she walks out that door never returning as the same person again (for whatever reasons she had to leave), I'll be devastated to the point of no return. So I've decided to hold back, to not take any chances that might lead to disaster at the end of the day. This might be a loss, but nevertheless I had nothing to gain at all from the very beginning. Might be even better for her, since there are way more better guys than me around. She'd probably be happier without me. If you're willing to face the consequences, don't bother trying. Only if you're truly willing to lose everything, will that be the point you'll gain far greater things than you have.

Time Just Gotten Over it

2010-01-26T02:31:00.000+08:00

I haven't been able to write up much, 'cause I'm caught between three worlds - Work, Studies and Fun. If you're asking me why Fun is another world, that's another story to be told later. But in short, if you have fun during either work or studies, that belongs to work or studies. Fun alone if you would like to have, is different, at least it is from my perception. Apologies for the "away-status" I had on my blog.

Over the weeks lots of things had happened. Honestly, it isn't much of a surprise to me, because it's either there's nothing going on, or when something happens, it usually be a chain of occurrence. How and where should I start? *coughs* (no that's not a sarcastic cough, I'm actually not really feeling well, I guess I overworked myself a little. Nah, I'll recover soon. Even my mum as I write, is not feeling too well herself)

Oh I think I know where to begin. If you've read earlier this year started off with fun-filled 'adventures' where I'd 'travel' here and there just to meet up friends for breakfast or supper. Ain't new to me already, as I've been doing a lot of these over the years. People never understood why I'm so spontaneous and random despite having a busy schedule (and people don't really think I have a busy schedule, pffft~). I met some new friends, met up with some long-time-no-see (can't call them old, 'cause it's impolite, LOL) friends, met up with strangers (for business transactions, though I shouldn't be calling them strangers, but I know nuts about them). Well at the same time, I'm also juggling all these with my 3-full-days-a-week (9 to 5) college schedule and some personal works of my own. Alright so on what I've been doing, let's stop here a minute.

I'm not sure whether I've mentioned it aloud, but I did told some of my close friends that I've been having feelings for a girl (for those who knows, you know who it is, if you don't... well feel free to make wild guesses, but I won't be responsible for anything that happens thereafter) for a long time. I always thought that she was someone I'd like to be with - she's caring, sweet, close with my family too, happy-go-lucky, simple-minded, even has somewhat the average body figure (see how this comes out kinda last? =P). If you're still thinking that she's a stranger, please do me a favor and whack yourself on the head for me.

Alright, let's continue from where we stopped. During those time, I had been seeing people, like casual dating. Why no pictures or story told? Pffft~ Do I need to record every second of my life to entertain you? (Hey that doesn't so bad, only if I had a video camcorder, it'd be like documentary, wouldn't it? Imagine the documentary of awesome Jeffro~ *winks*) Moving on now, so where were we? Oh yes, the casual dating. Yup, I've casual dating with FRIENDS - just simple meals, nice chat, some walking, probably a movie, etc. Nothing serious actually, since I can't really commit myself to anything due to my hectic schedule. (I'm a thinker, so I normally think ahead of certain things, so that I don't mess up as I had, in the past, in the "certain things", well this is one of them) I've made out with friends, but honestly it's not what you think. No I don't go all the way to the bed, and neither did any of them were done "all over the place". Twas just simple kisses only - and still it remained casual, 'cause I don't plan to take any further steps.

Pardon me for being westernized, but I'm open minded. I'm also neutral hence I'm able to handle many things from many perspective without bias in mind. Hence, this sorta stuffs, ain't really a SHOCKING news or culture. Go to the states, you'll see many like this. No I'm not teaching or instilling and dirty thoughts into anyone, 'cause I'm just saying this 'cause I wanna say it. So the girls I've dated, well it was just dates, and after that we went back to being just friends (just to clear things up, I don't make out with all of them). We put things that had past behind us, and just moved onwards.

Coming back to the girl I had feelings for. Well, as time passed, I noticed that strong feeling is slowly turning virtual, if you get what I mean. I just wanted to hold onto something, so it was only in my thoughts that I still had feelings for her. And then when I met her recently, not only did I not have those feelings, rather I felt much comfortable having her around as just friends. I guess it's because of my own nature - I'm only simple on the surface but I'm complicated on the inside; I allow people to see that I'm carefree and that I'm happy-go-luck, when the truth was I think a lot and had rationalized all my actions, therefore everything looked good and even if it didn't turned out the way it's supposed to be, I could still make things go for the better. Thus, this not only made me realize that TIME was actually just what I needed to open my eyes to acknowledge my own feelings and emotions - which are real and which are virtual.

At that very same moment, I also realized that I could develop feelings for certain girls, but I can have them removed at any time. No wonder I'm never attached, my feelings are so uncertain. Maybe I'm just not ready, I can't bear to know that a girl out there is my long-awaited partner, is either already taken or eventually turning out to be the opposite of what I think she'll be. That's why I opt for casual dating, a safer option for me and any girl. Hey I'm pretty good at being one of the best temporary date for anyone. I could practically do anything that in the book, and better I could do things that may not be listed in the book too. Creativity is one of my traits, able to execute them easily is never a hassle for me. I'd live through dares and obstructions, c'mon this kinda petty stuff aren't difficult at all. Ask girls whom went out on dates me (successful dates where the date enjoyed happily, who are they? That's your homework), they'll be my judge, jury, and lawyers sentencing me guilty of charge, of being a great date *winks*. Don't believe it, we'll pass it on and let time be the judge. For me it's always about having a good time, I only seek to have a wonderful time to enjoy the moments being with someone or anyone at all. Even being friends, I could live moments to its fullest. You just gotta open your mind to it.

When any girls' on a date with me, if the girl request (something within a range of the things that I can do) I'd be able to fulfill that request the next moment. I make it seem like there's almost nothing impossible. It's just how you wanna see things, how you react and how you act towards it.

Getting To Know Me Better

2010-01-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

Well I was shown a link to do a personal quiz to see what's my character like. Honestly, I don't really believe all the quizzes around but hey, no harm trying right? 'Cause this time around I got a pretty good description of who I am - it's almost accurate. Especially on the girlfriend part LOL. Have a look at it *smiles*

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

So where is it from?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Imma Thinker

2010-01-11T06:04:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh, it's a fact to most, especially close ones that I think a lot, or some may say, TOO MUCH. Not only do I think absurdly a lot, but I believe I have never stoned out - not once! In any activity I'm involved with, I tend to think beyond things. For example when something is going on, I'm already thinking about what's next to come.

If there are others like me, well, you'd probably notice the similarities. We always have a back up plan, even if it's last minute. In anything I do, even if I were to panic, I'd still be able to think up of something to change the flow. At times, while others are panicking, some would notice that I'm rather calm thinking of a solution to the problem.

It's convenient, because you'll
never be short of plans...

But sometimes it's scary, 'cause when you overthink, there's no more fun, and it gives the chill to others (not everyone could accept a thinker). A simple example would be when someone asked an opinion of what would be of an occasion if something were to happen out of sudden, and a person like me would be able to tell so many events and occurrence based on different situations - "If person were to give a ride to a bypasser" and I give all the possible results there after. It'd freak certain people out.

Bad thing is, thinkers usually
have low chances in scoring chicks

Thinking becomes a habit and also an incurable 'disease'. It gets worse, to an extend it can keep you awake. Like me, it had once kept me awake for almost 48hours because I couldn't stop thinking. The more I tried to stop it, the more stuffs pop up in the brain - thoughts of planning, scheduling, or even of actions to come. Sometimes I'd still be thinking, even in my sleep. Thus the moment I wake up, I'd figured out something.

Sometimes I feel like knocking myself out...
It's irritating, especially if it keeps you up
at all the wrong hours.

At this moment, I'm already thinking of what else I could write, what else I could prepare, what would happen later, breakfast, lunch, dinner, what's to come tomorrow, how am I to attend the other events this week, etc. So much going on in a very short span of time.

Arrrrgggghh, I can't stop thinking!
Damnit...

Things May Get A Lil' Boring

2010-01-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

I've noticed that most people tend to like to read things that are happening, like "he/she went here/there, ate this/that, bought this/that, celebrate things" and so forth. Well, as much as I'd like to do it, I'm pretty much limited to what I can afford. I'm not a typical person who gets things the way I want, the things I need, or gets the allowance like everyone else, or even gets to spend this and that, and has no worries except for his/her future or what-may-come's...

So I might not be able to show myself
or anyone else fantastic stuffs of what is going on...
'Cause I'm quite limited as I've got to earn things if I want it.
By earning I mean, through lots of arguments, reasoning and
efforts to get it (mostly my work)

I know not I ain't no famous guy who'd be having tonnes of viewers. However I'm rather contented that at least I'm not the only one who reads back on what I wrote. So heads up, as things are getting tougher for me and I'm facing more obstacles and being more restricted, things may eventually bore you (or even me) out. But I do hope I'll be able to write some entertaining stuffs too, to keep things going on, you know. =)

Sale Time! - Raising up for CamFunds

2010-01-03T15:30:00.002+08:00

No kidding, Jeffro is selling some stuffs. First of all, I don't have the needs for the items to be listed below. The other is, these items are taking up space and I need to clear them out. The main reason for me to even do this sales is to collect and save up enough money to get myself a new camera (DSLR, in which I'm desperately needing it for work purposes). Help a fellow friend to achieve his dreams, will ya? (Donation to me also welcomed, plsNtq )
Update: Gotten the DSLR, now just letting go off this stuffs.. Don't wanna throw cause there's still value in them..

Item #1
Armani Exchange Belt with AX Logo Limited Edition
Remarks: original (no box)
Condition: 10/10 (never use/wore before)
~~Price: RM1xx~~ ~~(best price)~~
SOLD

Item #2
Hollywood Playboy EDT
Remarks: original
Condition: 10/10 Full bottle (never used before)
Price: RM50 (negotiable)

Item #3
Samsung 17" CRT Monitor
Remarks: 4+- years old (no box or cd)
Condition: 9/10 (works like normal)
Price: RM50 (negotiable)

Item #4
Nike AirForce 2 (Size: UK 10)
Remarks: original (with box)
Condition: 10/10 (never use/wore before)
Price: RM100 (negotiable)

Item #5
N.O.D leather shoes (Size: UK 10)
Remarks: original leather (with box)
Condition: 10/10 (only wore once)
Price: RM100 (negotiable)

Item #6
Padini Sling Bag Limited Edition
Remarks: original leather (with cover pouch)
Condition: 9/10 (never used/wore before, but there's a small
color smudge on the inside when I bought it)
Price: RM100 (best price)

Contact:
Jeffro @ 0173281887
strictly COD in KL/PJ areas..

Tis the New Year to be Jolly!

2010-01-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

Heyya, how's everything people? Yeapz, it's the new year of 2010 alright. How was the celebration to welcome the new year? I had a blast at a friend's place of which will be posted later on, as soon as I get some pictures sorted and arranged.

So, what's your resolution?
What are you hoping for?

1st new yr resolution: MEET NEW PPL! u can nvr meet too many ppl in life.. =D especially wen u got a crazy schedule like me.. =D

Update: Okies, looking through ppl's album n stuffs, reminds me.. NYReso #2 Get a gang of my own.. Fun-Neutrality-Gang :)

I have plenty in mind, but all to be carefully sorted out later (yes, I was suppose to work on that last year, to be exact, a few days ago xD) Truth be told, I just woke up like a couple of hours ago. Why? After the celebration at friend's place (it was from the night of new year's eve, till the morning of new year's day) I rushed to deal the first transaction (business calls) of the year. Right after that, I headed home, had a good shower, and slept for a good 20-plus hours, only to awake not too long ago. How awesome was that? Definitely a great new year start for me - the companionship, the party, the celebration, a good business deal, and my long-wanted sleep!

So what was your's like?
Share with me!

A DIY Drawers Done!

2009-12-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

Gotten a cupboard from IKEA, but due to the needs of saving the extra penny, I didn't opt for the delivery options. Oh a need to mention, the drawers for meant for DIY purposes. So I started off last evening, and finished this evening (I know, damn fail right?). Don't get me wrong, it wasn't difficult at all, neither was I incompetent to do it within a night. However, I was rather tired last evening, because it was a whole day traveling, hence by the time I began the construction of the drawers (from base) and stopped there, only to continue the follow ups noon the next day.

This picture was taken by mid day today...
Had no pictures of the beginning,
'cause was too tired...

And the final product!
Voila!
*gives self pat*
"My friend, you (me, myself and I) had done a good job!"

Teehee *grins*

An Eye for An Eye

2009-12-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

Just a figure of speech. Not the actual meaning, rather am speaking of the hidden meaning instead =D I 'traded' a kit lens (Canon EF-s 18-55mm f3.5-f5.6 IS) for a prime lens (Canon EF 50mm f1.8). Oh yeah, I played with a Tamron SP AF90mm F/2.8 Di 1:1 Macro lens, which was entirely superb! Super sharp, however a little slow on the focusing (you can manually focus faster than the AF). Unfortunately I only had one shot from the SP90, due to the shopkeeper was staring at me *shy* the other pictures are from the prime lens.

Tell me if this ain't sharp!

Sorry the pictures are not of the best sharpness and all...
Gotta get my focusing right, need a better steady hands =)

Food! Teehee!

sis and mum

Not to forget Diese

errr.. I took this out of random..

Worn Out, But Still Going On

2009-12-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

It does sure seemed long since I last updated. Yeah, pretty much many would know, but heck... I was busy working my butt off to get me something nice for Christmas. Unfortunately, this time around, I'll be selfish/stingy/whatever adjective that has the same meaning, as I will not be buying anyone or giving out much (well it's only gonna be for this year xD)

Practically, throughout the few weeks, I've been on a very very tight schedule. I didn't leave myself with any free time, as I set the schedule to only work and studies - 3 days of classes, 4 days of 10am-5pm work (technically that's a whole week packed up) Thank God, work's over, I believe so. But there's still other agenda to go before the year ends.

Talking about getting myself something special earlier. Mum got me a partial Christmas present. *winks* It's simple and special enough to me...

Thanks Mum! *hugs*

091008 to 091207 - Quick Updates #30

2009-12-07T19:19:00.002+08:00

Haha.. This is gonna be a "quick" one... Ignore this if you want, because this is one of my own history for personal sake. May or may not entertain you, but it's for me to know, and for you to find out. However to make things simple for myself, I've only put up my own plurks up, as twitter takes a very long time to trace back.

Disclaimer: If you fall asleep out of boredom and drools all over, the author takes no responsbility for any damage caused xD

091008

(12.30am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from dinner with acidburn711, xiang208 and jackieloi.. Thanks to Xiang's Corner! Dinner was superb! =D Kenyang giler

(12.31am) Jeffro SAYS today I fell asleep at work thrice... and one of the times I was woken up by one of the supervisor.. Dang..

(1.35am) Jeffro SAYS what's der 2 do in diz 2 weeks? wants smthing gr8, but not sure of how it shud b... any suggestions? Outing, activity or hangout? DTV pls...

(2.04am) Jeffro WONDERS am i just pushing too hard at times? but if I don't, wouldn't I just miss out on things?

(9.39pm) Jeffro WONDERS Woohoo.. work's over, got paid.. got happy, covers up the payment for this and that.. and whatcha know, all gone ady.. xD

091009

(3.10am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from yamcha with xiang208, AL_exG n yuliangchew (dun hv the other one's twitter/plurk, sry)

091010

(12.30am) Jeffro SAYS just came back from ampang burger with shazfx, siewmei and teresa.. =) Now gotta pack for tomoro's trip...

(12.35am) Jeffro SAYS Tomoro i'll be at genting with AL_exG, till sunday... if anyone is there, do meet with us.. =D

091011

(4.25pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from genting with AL_exG... A good experience.. =D

(4.51pm) Jeffro SAYS tonight snowflakes, say around 9.30pm.. who's interested?

(5.16pm) Jeffro SAYS plans change ppl! tonight Cola Club, Setapak /Genting Klang @jackieloi WHO WAN COME COLA CLUB TONITE!! =D =D...got COLA CHICKEN CHOP!! =P

091012

(1.55am) Jeffro SAYS since my image for this year is rather bad.. should come up with a new one, during the MIA moment later on..

(12.48pm) Jeffro SAYS going out to meet jamie at kuchai lama station 1 =D

(8.56pm) Jeffro SAYS just came back from meeting with jamie, and dinner with family.. Wootza~ Will write up on what's for dinner later on.. =D

(8.57pm) Jeffro SAYS HEEEEELLLLLOOOOOO to @Justjasmine.. :)

(9.07pm) Jeffro SAYS ahhh... uploading videos is so slllloooooooowwwww

(11.32pm) Jeffro SAYS zee Internetz ziiiz zsloooww T_T

091013

(12.41am) Jeffro SHARES Digi Ultimate Birthday Bash with Videos Released! - http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=135642h

091014

(1.31am) Jeffro SAYS ahhh.. a nice long detour.. :) just came back from movies + yamcha with @shazfx, Gary, @AL_exG n @xiang208 :D

(4.44am) Jeffro SAYS Bringing You To The Xiang's Corner! - bit.ly/fj9HK

(3.18pm) Jeffro SAYS feels like taking a short nap first, after lunch, while letting the downloads to continue.. ;-)

(6.02pm) Jeffro SAYS going out shortly to Maybelline event @ MOS.. Now awaiting suresh89 for pick up!

(11.35pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from MOS + short supper.. good night tonight.. had fun and laughters.. :-D

091015

(12.35am) Jeffro SAYS White Out Screening and Some Random Facts for you! - bit.ly/UMKDq

(3.14am) Jeffro SAYS if only I din knw, den it wudnt hv to b dis way.. my apologies, but I had no choice.. It's better dis way.. Despite not liking it.. sorry..

(4.18am) Jeffro SAYS Dang.. I was still playing marbles when they're out competing worldwide in IT field - techxav.com/about/

(4.19am) Jeffro SAYS i wish there was someone good looking across my room too, who understands me... Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me: Closed-Captioned

(5.56pm) Jeffro SAYS wish I was like 1 of d characters inside a movie of d past like Dynasty age or warzones.. Not only I focus on 1 thing but I get d chic 2..

091016

(3.57pm) Jeffro SAYS Hotlink is a DumArse service provider, auto put me as ExtraPlan user, stil gv me d opt 2upgrade2 ExtraPlan, wan2 charge me 2 change FML!

091017

(12.41am) Jeffro SAYS Just got back from dinner (Sushi Zanmai) and dessert (snowflakes) with a bunch of people.. =)

(12.43pm) Jeffro SAYS harlloooo to @sherrymaerl :D

(12.45pm) Jeffro SAYS to all the peeps out there who's feeling a lil down.. here's something to cheer u up! - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LniPZTtSHXU&feature=player_embedded

(12.45pm) Jeffro SAYS am heading out for an open house.. Wootza! Curry mutton here I come!! *Yums yums*

(5.25pm) Jeffro SAYS alright, it's decided.. i'll be seeing yal as planned... U know who you are, n where we'll be... check ya out laterz... :)

091018

(1.28am) Jeffro SAYS Just came back from satay kajang + supper @seraphsam @AL_exG @TheAgapeVox @flyguy729 @acidburn711 @jackieloi @xiang208 @josh524 etc

(11.36pm) Jeffro SAYS am packing up now for tomoro's trip... :D

091019

(12.26pm) Jeffro SAYS thinking and thinking.. and finally this came to mind... "WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FYP? O_O FML"

091022

(11.00pm) Jeffro SAYS Heyyo.. am back ady from Penang.. couldnt plurk my updates.. but all me updates were on facebook n Twitter.. :) Check 'em out ya! :D

091023

(4.44pm) Jeffro SAYS just finished watching 'Another Cinderella Story' with sis.. Cute.. Ooo.. Selena Gomez can really dance.. xD

091024

(2.06am) Jeffro SAYS Ooo.. I've just noticed the minor changes on facebook... Not too bad.. but they should have notified us of the changes...

(2.28am) Jeffro SAYS a warm helllooo to @MsJuice! :)

(5.28am) Jeffro SAYS was ignored by many ppl today... *sigh* fine, i shall ignore many ppl now.. *blek*

091025

(2.05pm) Jeffro SAYS just came bck frm morning yamcha (havent done dat in yrs) and had a LONG chat (like seriously long)... :)

091026

(9.58am) Jeffro SAYS Happy birthday to @WenPink... (if ur in london, i think it's 2am there) according to MST, I'm suppose to be late! :P

(12.26pm) Jeffro SAYS am finally sorting out properly the pictures from ages back, till the latest Penang Trip.. :P

(12.43pm) Jeffro SAYS OMG!! My babyshanon's "medical" fees are RM500+ WHERE THE F M I gonna get that money? FMFL2DaMax! No camera for a fcking long time.. *sobs*

(12.45pm) Jeffro SAYS when one thing turns back another follows up.. Now memory card busting on me.. #FMFL2DaMax

(12.56pm) Jeffro SAYS come to think of it, i've alwez been caught in rare cases of misfortune.. What's wrong wif my life? I've had more downs than ups in my life!

(1.00pm) Jeffro SAYS i guess it's time 4 me 2 stop diz line n figure out another field of interest *Sigh* alwez the same case... poor man's life r the shittiest!

(3.05pm) Jeffro SAYS sum1 told me killer shots can be done wif C-550D/50D, N-D300/700, S-A550/850.. LIKE DUH?! Ya tink I duno? *mid fings u* U C MY c2ation 1st!

(4.11pm) Jeffro SAYS sigh.. it's raining and there's sun... perfect time for a great shot... Oh wait.. I dun hv my camera wif me.. #FMFL2DaMax

091027

(11.30pm) Jeffro SAYS juz gt bck frm AbsolutPitch's ofis.. d place looks cool.. alrite shower time now, after diz, need 2 do h/work on Harry Potter's 1st Movie xD

091028

(1.38am) Jeffro SAYS like this also can be popular 67 mil+ views - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4&feature=related

091029

(1.17am) Jeffro SAYS alright.. heading to sleep now.. coz tomoro is a long day at HELP's Magical Halloween.. Everyone's invited! See ya there! :)

(11.00am) Jeffro SAYS gonna be out the whole day... i think till late at night... if ur wondering where I m, I'll be at HELP's University Magical Halloween Night!a

091030

(1.10am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from HELP Magical Halloween.. Was gr8.. *thumbs up* Schmae & AbsolutPitch thanks ya! :)

(1.53am) Jeffro SAYS Zuls say "why everytime performance got injury wan?" where got? so far twice only.. >.<>(5.01pm) Jeffro SAYS tonight I shall be joining my friend for steamboat.. first time having a steamboat gathering.. :) hehehe

(5.25pm) Jeffro SAYS still around.. leg's a little faulty right now.. hopefully the steamboat later will take my mind off it.. :)

(7.24pm) Jeffro SAYS waiting for mum to come back, so that I could go out for makan.. i'll be there shortly Sandra.. :)

091031

(2.01am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from steamboat gathering at SandraWong's place... friends + chat + silly songs + laughter = AWESOME time.. :D

(4.19am) Jeffro SAYS ouch.. injured left thumb hurting badly now.. cant type properly knowing that.. :( nvm.. going to sleep now.. :(

091101

(4.20am) Jeffro SAYS believe it or not, i just got back from AAR's and Yamcha session.. LOL.. what a long night :) Concert not so good.. Yamcha SURE IS great!!

(4.31am) Jeffro SAYS my camera has gone bad to worse.. now video recording also sucks.. :( fortunately there's still awesome audio recording.. how la to work? :(

(4.55am) Jeffro SAYS aite I blif it's slp time... Long night is draining my strength away, 4 those who tot I was vry spirited, actually i was very tired.. Nitez!

(7.08pm) Jeffro SAYS wat is this? ppl complaining i din give 'em tix for ystrdy's AAR.. sorry la ppl... nxt time k? i give u my invitations also la...

(7.41pm) Jeffro SAYS alright.. i will be back later.. watching Mulan on Disney Channel.. :P

(7.48am) Jeffro SAYS Luv tat song, a reminder to me.. "Who is that guy(girl) I see, Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show, Who I am inside??"

(8.29pm) Jeffro SAYS LOL! - "I've a girl back home who's unlike any other, Yeah, the only girl who'd love him is his mother"

(10.04pm) Jeffro SAYS Picturize Magical Halloween - http://bit.ly/4Gtiq7 Thank you!

091102

(1.26am) Jeffro SAYS a gf asked "do i get 2 c u wen ur back?" the bf reply "see how lor if i got time then i go find u lor" Should I smack the bf?! Yes or no?

(2.34am) Jeffro SAYS to those interested in videography/photography n has Facebook - check this video out.. Good angle - http://tinyurl.com/ydjgf7t

(8.08am) Jeffro SAYS in abt 2 hrs, will be attending the Malaysia's Windows 7 Launching at Plaza Low Yat... Who wanna do lunch after that? Ring/Text me up ya!

(11.05pm) Jeffro SAYS *phew* tired.. bck frm Win7 Launch (morn-noon), lunch wif @spinzer, dinner wif @shazfx n SiewMei, n movie wif SiewMei.. Fulfilling day! xD

091103

(2.04am) Jeffro SAYS omg.. So sinful~~ *nom nom nom* - http://twitpic.com/o0uva & http://twitpic.com/o0v17

(2.46pm) Jeffro SAYS watching Aladdin reminds me how young I was back then, when I was enjoying the flying around and the music/dance in the show.. :)

(5.31pm) Jeffro SAYS dang... it's so stuffy, the heat got right into my head.. "You spin my head right round, right round..." urggh.. gonna lay low for now..

(9.27pm) Jeffro SAYS dun ask me y im not truthful/honest wif u.Ask whether or not can u take my honestly.I've seen ppl lk u, ask smthin, wen tell u, u get mad!

(9.29pm) Jeffro SAYS that's y r said, some things r better unsaid.. dun keep pushing me 2 tell u smthing u duwan 2 hear.. u duwan 2 c my sarcastic side..

(9.37pm) Jeffro SAYS im s honest s how a train goes, if it doesnt go ur way im sry abt tat. Pls take d nxt 1. U either ride on or get off, leave n take another..

(11.29pm) Jeffro SAYS alright.. will be heading early off to bed tonite (super early after so long weih *applause*) coz 2mr's d start of new sem, must b gd boy xD

(11.29pm) Jeffro SAYS LOOL i nearly forgotten that I had something to do.. have to postpone sleep first.. xD

091104

(8.42am) Jeffro SAYS i woke up early, got to college... only to find myself being reminded of reasons of why i dun like the college in the first place.. LOL

(5.50pm) Jeffro SAYS juz gt bck frm college.. boring s hell.. n guess wat? ady gt asgnmnt, due nxt monday.. FML! Aite, officially gonna MIA for d nxt few days..

(11.28pm) Jeffro SAYS haha.. just came back from supper and dessert with family.. guess where were we? - http://twitpic.com/o8vbw & http://twitpic.com/o8vdy

091105

(8.46am) Jeffro SAYS i could swear i'd never yawn this much outside as i did in college... only 2nd day and im feeling rundown already... =.="

(8.50am) Jeffro SAYS checked mail, saw smting tat made my day! *hugs n hearts* @Wen_pink! Thx! LUV d simple yet meaningful card! Yes, I finally received it! xD

(2.29pm) Jeffro SAYS juz gt bck frm college + lunch wif friends.. omg.. all my energy 4 d rest of d day was sucked away, wif juz a single boring briefing.. O_O

(7.47pm) Jeffro SAYS crap.. leg's hurting again.. dunno y... tot it should be alright by now.. adui...

091106

(2.35pm) Jeffro SAYS http://twitpic.com/ogc5n - Ze best message/comment/words of the day! Made my day AWESOME... Thanks! *hugs and hearts* @Zoeyve

(5.05pm) Jeffro SAYS reads.thinks.sees.hears.wonders.imagines.waits.pause.stop. OH COME ON.. I need ideas~!!

(7.08pm) Jeffro SAYS http://twitpic.com/ogs82 - Dinner is served! =P

091107

(7.34pm) Jeffro SAYS am at friend's place with @al_exg to have home cook dinner! Carbonara Spaghetti! Wootza! xD

(8.00pm) Jeffro SAYS Mmmm... i smell the cheesy taste.... Mmmmm.. xD

(10.09pm) Jeffro SAYS there are things that shouldnt be said, coz there might be chances of things changing.. even if we try to pretend things are the same...

(10.19pm) Jeffro SAYS what's the worst thing that happened to you?

091108

(2.05am) Jeffro SHARES this was my dinner earlier. thanks to @xiang208 - http://twitpic.com/omvtq & http://twitpic.com/omvcz

(2.08am) Jeffro SAYS i think im losing topics 2 talk 2 wif ppl... 1 day i'll probably run out of topics n who knows wat will happen den? *inhales deep n exhales*

(3.34am) Jeffro SAYS i think i might want to write something serious, not sure how ppl may take it, but i'd like to give it a try...

(3.39pm) Jeffro SAYS i think its normal to regret an action even though it seems/is right? what say you?

(6.03pm) Jeffro SAYS i havent gotten a working idea... all my previous till recent ones r either out of scope or not-workable.. FML! I only hv 24 hrs left >.<' (11.19pm) Jeffro SAYS damn.. im down to the last 18 hours and i've still not getting anything.. Shyt! just great.. just great FML

091109

(12.09am) Jeffro SAYS its time like this i wish i could run to someone for hugs or good pat on the back... im almost brain dead but submission is today 7pm latest

(12.50am) Jeffro SAYS even R&B, lovey dovey, or upbeat songs sounds annoying and doesnt changes my mood now...

(1.11am) Jeffro SAYS "Wud u mind if I hurt u? Wud u mind if I tried 2 Coz u hv turned into my worst enemy, u carry hate tat I feel" Yes u may, do it quickly pls.

(3.51am) Jeffro SAYS am gonna b up till i fnsh my proposal.. gosh, begining of the sem ady so fast dis kinda scheduling ady? dang, i can foresee my days ahead :(

(3.55am) Jeffro SAYS haha.. i think i rather trade my FYP with 9 mnths internship, or 9 more exams... but wait.. i have 9 exams with FYP also.. LOL *die die die* (

(5.31am) Jeffro SAYS speed reading early in the morning helps a lil, but tires out alot...

(7.27am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from breakfast with @al_exg :D

(8.06am) Jeffro SAYS after that 2 cups of coffee for breakfast, i've been yawning more than before breakfast.. Noo.. Must stay awake till i complete my work!

(12.21pm) Jeffro SAYS im running super low on energy... i dun think energy bar would even help...

(12.49pm) Jeffro SAYS ahhh.. die die la.. dun care ady.. i give up.. nuff said.. kthxbyefml

(5.00pm) Jeffro SAYS submitted work, uber tired, but body doesnt get d signal.. crap, i need to make another 2 cups of coffee..

(5.11pm) Jeffro SAYS 2 cups of coffee downed, hmm maybe i'll hv a few more, just to make sure... sorted out the msn list, removing lotsa ppl.. toodles~!

(11.55pm) Jeffro SAYS http://twitpic.com/ovz9w - Lambat sia.. Oh well, better than nothing I guess...

091110

(1.40am) Jeffro SAYS i just saw a clip from August Rush.. I WANNA WATCH IT! who got it? xD

(3.01am) Jeffro SAYS "baby set me free from this misery, I can't take it no more" - http://josm.blogspot.com/2009/11/back-here.html

(8.27am) Jeffro SAYS alright... morning comes it's time for me to get some shut eye.. toodles~!

(4.28pm) Jeffro SAYS BASKET... i woke up juz 2 find out I gt a 'gr8' schedule - http://twitpic.com/oz72d , http://twitpic.com/oz72q , http://twitpic.com/oz72u

(4.53pm) Jeffro SAYS ahhh... nothing beats the day with laughter to begin with.. :D

(5.00pm) Jeffro SAYS alright.. gotta work out first... for those who are going (u knw who u r) i'll see ya for supper later! adios~

(7.25pm) Jeffro SAYS aite im heading out now.. finally leaving house.. :D hehehe

091111

(12.07am) Jeffro SAYS just got back.. need to settle some stuffs.. tomoro class from 9.30am - 6pm... *sigh*

(12.31pm) Jeffro SAYS asked politely "Excuse ma'am, Im seeking for help in...", replied "R u speaking 2 me? U hv 2 greet me gd morning, if ur speaking 2 me" wtf!

(12.33pm) Jeffro SAYS so much for gd student services... so called college with prestigious reputation...

(4.35pm) Jeffro SAYS Prestigious College, My Foot! - http://josm.blogspot.com/2009/11/prestigious-college-my-foot.html

(5.57pm) Jeffro SAYS Finally back home... damn hungry now.. awaiting dinner with family... *tummy grumbles* :S

(6.03pm) Jeffro SAYS i tink i shud get it done ASAP eh? i guess i'll release it even though its a work in progress... need ppl 2 look thru it 4 feedback.. plsNtq

(10.22pm) Jeffro SAYS Collection of pichas hv been put together.. as a photoblog.. but still being updated from time 2 time.. - http://tinyurl.com/y87cday plsNtq

091112

(2.23pm) Jeffro SAYS sleepy... Zzzz.. I want to sleep... *drops head on table and snores*

(6.14pm) Jeffro SAYS heading out shortly to attend the Dimensions Event with fellow frieds.. :) but a lil tired now... Hope the hype will keep me up..

091113

(2.05am) Jeffro SAYS aftr event, i realize its rly tough 2 do work w/out a cam in hand... *sigh* mayB i shud settle for a compact, least i'll hv smtg 2 work on..

(3.46am) Jeffro SAYS adui... msn problematic sia... add ppl or ppl try to add me also cant c any notification.. wtf weih

(4.36am) Jeffro SAYS facebook having problems at the moment.. a few frenz along wif me r cudnt do work on facebook.. dang.. is it maintenance time?

(6.11pm) Jeffro SAYS it sucks to know that I dun hv an IPhone, sucks even more, knowing my friends are getting them... till now like abt 10 of em hv one.. WTF

091114

(2.22am) Jeffro SAYS feels super disappointed tonight.. things did not went as expected..

(2.35am) Jeffro SAYS I want everyone to KIS MIE! - http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=146026

(3.33am) Jeffro SAYS chatting with @Dalicia on msn via web.. then DC-ed and now I cant find her on msn.. O_O

(5.01am) Jeffro SAYS alright off to bed now... got "work" at noon, need rest now.. 091115

(1.40am) Jeffro SAYS finally after a tiring day, somewhat 14-15 hours of work, im finally home n resting... ahhh.. my feet~~ my butt~~ my body~~ boy im old..

(1.52am) Jeffro SAYS saw some cute girls @ prom night.. but 2 busy taking pix, i didnt get their names, or numbers.. not even a gd conversation.. FAIL!

(3.19am) Jeffro SAYS OMG! shyt! WTF... I found out that if direct flash @ some black dresses.. makes em translucent.. can c thru weih! WTF! shyt *burns em*

(9.24pm) Jeffro SAYS gosh.. i passed out after work last morning.. n woke up close to 8pm.. still tired.. alright, time 2 work now.. outta here..

091116

(4.41am) Jeffro SAYS jz got back after work, listening to Love Drunk while driving on d opposite side of d road.. CLEAR ROADS baby! tats y i luv nite life! xD (8.33am) Jeffro SAYS haha.. instead of sleeping, i ate breakfast - Nasi Lemak Ayam w/ Coffee... =) duwanna sleep, bcoz still taste gd in mouth! xD

(8.46am) Jeffro SAYS Are you a geek? I bet most of us are at least now v1.5 - http://bit.ly/2Jrdy1

(8.48am) Jeffro SAYS let's wed 8-bit (a-bit) later? - http://bit.ly/3rcecD

(9.03am) Jeffro SAYS Love this song.. I recon u should hear it too - http://bit.ly/2t7HXk

(10.47m) Jeffro SAYS maybe gonna bump over at @christock's place tonite.. :)

091118

(12.21am) Jeffro SAYS jz gt back from dinner, after #yes2009 w/ @christock @joshuaongys @serpentinegal @zoeyve n it was gr8! it was an eye opener.. :D

(12.22am) Jeffro SAYS alright uberly tired ady... 2mr got full day classes + undone write ups + picture sorting/arrangement... long day man...

(12.26am) Jeffro SAYS how i wish there was an application for plurk, like Tweetdeck for Twitter... :(

(5.54pm) Jeffro SAYS effing sleepy... it's pouring outside... it's close to 6pm now... i've been in classes since 9am, wat u think? #collegesux

(8.06pm) Jeffro SAYS "Buy a cam la! u handicap weih"... if i wana buy a cam soon, who's willing 2 support me? as in $$ support... i wan borow, no 1 lend also la

(11.19pm) Jeffro SAYS i fell asleep on the couch.. dang... work not done yet.. Shyt! RAWR work work work... xD

091119

(1.13am) Jeffro SAYS i'm almost done with it... yes.. a lil more... *yawns* gimme the strength to continue on...

(1.28am) Jeffro SAYS UCTI Prom Night 2009 Winter Masquerade - http://bit.ly/UKB6h

(8.53am) Jeffro SAYS gonna watch Ghost of Girlfriends Past with family... finally some quality time with 'em... :)

(11.49pm) Jeffro SAYS Ghost of Girlfriends Past is a really nice movie to watch.. very touching.. my eyes went watery earlier.. *shy*

091120

(11.49pm) Jeffro SAYS has decided nt 2 make any moves... no $$, no time... sad 2 say/do it, but i'll hv to let it go... *secretly wish ya well and all the best*

091121

(2.50am) Jeffro SAYS :D i got works 2mr and im still awake! :D

(11.59pm) Jeffro SAYS just came back from work... after work, dinner.. after dinner.. Religious "argument" with mum's friend.. LOL.. it's a tie! xD

091122

(7.24am) Jeffro SAYS spend the morning, chatting w/ friend... :) asked me why im so nice? i said im not nice.. its just im not being bad.. :D

091123

(12.51am) Jeffro SAYS Have you experienced jamais vu (pronounce: Jah-may-voo)? It's opposite of Deja Vu...

(9.16pm) Jeffro SAYS *yawn* college has taken so much away from me... hours in college = working long hours for few days.. that's how tiring it is..

091124

(12.02am) Jeffro SAYS Note: Wen a gal comes crying 2 u N ask advice on stuffs, N den SAYS thx wen done... well buddy u knw tat u dun stand a chance wif her...

091125

(8.38am) Jeffro SAYS along with the others, i might eventually stop plurking... it's SO SLOW to load.. and there's no app to quickPlurk it.. :(

(8.38am) Jeffro SAYS oh.. GOOD MORNING YAL! :D

091126

(4.16am) Jeffro SHARES http://www.plurk.com/m/ - loads super fast, but VERY plain interface (works well for me!)

(7.24am) Jeffro SAYS Urgh... head is a lil giddy from yesterday.. Aint good news/start off for today... hopefully i'll b gd enuf to last in class..

(8.14am) Jeffro SAYS remix: "I got a feeling tat 2nite's gona b a gd 9" "Bcoz 2 9 wil b d nite tat I wil fall 4 u, over again" "N 2dy~ I'm officially missing u"

091127

(12.50am) Jeffro SAYS im bored, but busy... wanna chat, but tired... wanna call, but dunno who.... wan sum1 call, no one bothers... i tink it's time to sleep...

(1.26am) Jeffro SAYS was told tat d reason i've not been successful in anything was bcoz i didnt hv faith in God...

(1.43am) Jeffro SAYS *phew* Finally im slightly relieved, I just had to get it out for a while..

(4.50pm) Jeffro SAYS as if the weather's not (HOT) bad enuf, my n'bour has a sing K session.. oh wait! Maybe they wanna call d rain!! Yes! Sing more, sing more!!

(5.04pm) Jeffro SAYS right now im jz too lazy 2 do anything but watch old movies.. while sipping away with fresh orange juice.. *ahhh* i think i can relax now..

(6.03pm) Jeffro SAYS What's best to eat during hot weather? Oh wait, it's gonna rain.. EVEN BETTER! - http://twitpic.com/r5bi5

091128

(10.36am) Jeffro SAYS morning to everyone! it's the last weekend of saturday! how are we all doing? I jz fnsh my bfast.. u?

091130

(7.31am) Jeffro SAYS I think I wanna play the 3 word game... or a numbering game till 1million...

(3.01am) Jeffro SAYS *yawns* at every moment being in college...

091201

(7.31am) Jeffro SAYS I think I wanna play the 3 word game... or a numbering game till 1million...

091202

(6.16pm) Jeffro SAYS sum ppl no matter wat u tell 'em, just dun understand smtgs coz they're not in that situation...

091203

(10.39pm) Jeffro SHARES flowers for all you ladies out there... http://twitpic.com/ryw16 http://twitpic.com/ryw17

091204

(1.42am) Jeffro SHARES December wil b another bz bz month for me.. While things r still under ctrl, i'll b managing a few jobs.. no hols 4 me dis time around..

091207

(3.00am) Jeffro SHARES i've been feeling so tired lately, i suspect, i've aged way more than im suppose to.. like by a factor of 2.5x *gulps* too bad even with this mobile plurk, it still loads slow.. hence my updates of today's laughter is at http://bit.ly/7kcAoS :)

Be Who You Are

2009-12-04T18:23:00.002+08:00

It takes a while before you notice (or some cases, being told of) that you've changed a lot. People change from time to time, be it improving or evolving to a higher class of a person, or maybe just growing a beard or a belly. Point is people change. But no matter what or how things have change, don't ever ever forget who you are.

"Being yourself is more than anything"

I gotta hand it to you, honestly it took me a while to understand that. Words comes easily but having to understand them takes time, and personal experience. So alright truth be told I wanted to be a cool and popular guy; a guy who'd be hanging around, with lots of friends (don't forget the chicks) having fun all the time, doing things beyond the imaginable, bringing possibilities to many doubtful minds... yadah, yadah, yadah

So what I did? I learned the tricks and trades of many to try and accommodate that character. It's not difficult when you put your mind to it. I was nearly engulfed with it, that I nearly lost myself once. How I managed to pull myself back up? Tell you, wasn't easy at first. I was struggling with the battle between the mind and the heart - what I want, what I should be, what I could have done... but the ultimate question was, "What is going on?"

It took me quite the time to find out, that no matter how much I tried being that guy, I was never nearing to 'him'. Rather, I'm been so away from myself that I nearly lost touch with me. All the friends and people, I wanted to be part of, was merely an illusion of heart as friends see 'him' rather than me. And so when I couldn't be 'him', I couldn't find these people around. What worse, is that I find out I lost a couple of friends who prefer me over 'him'.

Thinking all that out, you'll actually come to notice that you yourself didn't change much. Some habits are still there, no matter how much you try to hide or cover up for it. In my case, was my crappy talks, sarcasm and my lazy moments at home. No matter what you do, you're bound to turn into yourself again when you're in the comfort zone (aka home).

"Embrace your true self."

God given us our differences. Preferably it wasn't a gift, it was a blessing. There's always a purpose for each and every one of our existence. I was so caught up into thinking that with or without me, there'll be no difference to the world. Well folks, I was wrong. It don't matter who you are, you make, and even I make a difference to the world. It's our differences that makes things lively. That's life. Can you imagine a world where everyone would be the same ('cause everyone wants to be the perfect person there is?)

So I'd stop putting on mask, make ups and wigs (just figure of speech, I don't put make up nor wigs, I don't even have them!), instead I'll be myself. If people don't like it, then let it be. People who accepts who you are, are your friends. And people who don't? Well they're just people (say what you must, but I ain't saying a thing) Enough of me trying to impress people with things I can't cope with, or even things I might not be able to do (I'm sure many knows that). Instead, I'm putting my feet down, I'm gonna be who I am, I'm gonna do the things I want (and not what others want) and do things my way-on-the-highway (and not just following some guide book-101). I'm Jeffro, here I am calling out to anyone who.... *fades out*

"Err Oh boy, lameness alert~~ But I'm glad he's back"

One Goes Bad, The Other Goes Down

2009-12-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

First it was the battery one of my phones..

I think some alien must have dropped by during the night when I was asleep...
Used my phone, but with their alien battery power that looked like mine...
Upon leaving, they forgotten their's and took mine instead...
*lame*

Then, next thing I found out today, my other phone's dead!
AGAIN!
WTF for the second time... in the same year...
WHAT ARE THE ODDS? (=.=")

Now I've gotta use an old laggy phone.
*sigh*

Just when things are starting to turn good, problem starts again.
This time around, Imma ignoring the problem.
I ain't fixing them! Hmmmph...!

Contribution To My CamFunds

2009-12-01T06:45:00.002+08:00

No more play time fooling around telling you this and that. I'll cut straight to the point. I've been organizing my stuffs, setting up a few things and doing some work around. So what's my motive this time around? I'm setting up a fund to raise enough money (which I'm sure I've indirectly mentioned about it previously over the weeks) to buy a decent camera for personal and work purposes. Previously I didn't put it to an obvious enough state, however today, I shall make it clear. (I'm still running the sales though)

From here forth, all my works and efforts will be to raise a fund towards buying a camera. Every contribution from family and friends will be saved up for it. I do thank everyone and anyone at all in advance, who'd be contributing or even supporting me on the idea. I'll put my best efforts into earning myself a camera.

I believed I've been naive too long in the past, into thinking that many would eventually understand that I'm serious and I'm not joking when I say I'm actually earning myself a camera. I knew I made some mistakes in my actions or choices. No worries, as I did learn quite the lesson from them.

I'm pretty sure and confident with my works so far, and of course, I do know there's still more effort needed to improve on the quality of my works. Hence, I hope my friends would support me as how my family is doing now. I once told a client (who's also a friend of mine) that "You pay what you think is worth, 'cause I don't know how to charge a friend, and because you'd be telling me how good the work is" and thank God she was a true friend who'd tell me straight to the face, "If I don't pay you, means you're lousy? You do know those are only the words of a man without confidence of his worth?" At that point, it hit me (yes, I know I'm slow, I'm still improving myself) and I realized, that many people have said I did a good work (whether it was by commission or voluntarily) and yet I was not rewarded (no returns nor payment that I deserve) as I should have been.

So, I'm only left with two thoughts - Either my work wasn't great (but people just wanted to say I did a good job) or my work was good (but some people just don't want to admit, hence they don't give me the commission). I did some re-evaluation of my own works over the past few days, and so I believe that even if my job wasn't the best there is to offer, but it was still up to par with what others could have done (cut it short, I think I'm good). No I'm not boasting, exaggerating or anything like that, I'm just stating out what I'm capable of doing.

Apart from this, I've also did my research on the cameras (to prove that I'm taking things seriously). Because it would affect me, I asked many, based on my estimated budget which I should opt for first - a second hand camera or a first hand (which would be twice of my estimated budget). So what was my budget? I'd be collecting up to RM5k and right now I think I've worked up to RM1k plus minus over the weeks. Since I'm no longer in such a rush as I was previously, my hopes is to get it before I graduate (in roughly 10 months time). I've been saving up a lot lately, even sacrificing my own lunch to just eating professional buns, on the exception of some occasional professional-plus-plus buns. I've turned down many outings because I knew that at this point working towards what I want is more important than having fun (I still have fun in some ways, but just not hanging out as often as I used to).

Some of my works requires a camera, and so far, thanks to Alex for his kindness and understanding to have lend me his camera for quite a number of times, that I've pulled it through. He's really a life-saver. However, being a friend, I don't want take him for granted, nor take advantage of his kindness. That's why I'd like to have my own camera to explore further my own capabilities (reading books just doesn't cut out for me, though it does give me some pretty awesome inspiration) and also to take up incoming opportunities. To ease out realizing the goals, I'm also doing many more than I have planned in the beginning - I'm doing referrals where if there's anyone who needs something done (willing to pay for it) I'd refer them to people I know whom are capable of completing the task. At the same time, I'm turning myself into a creative director cum consultant where I generate ideas (ideas that maybe new-but-will-work or existing-but-I-am-reminding-you-that-it-is-an-option) based on your requirements. I may not have 10 years of experience, but I do have the adaptability skills that allows me to think up something quickly and plan out properly for you.

So once again I remind you and also myself,
that I'll be putting every contribution into my
CamFunds. Thanks a lot in advance.

I apologize for any offense in the event I have committed any.
Forgive me for my mistakes, and do help me improve myself
by providing me critique and feedback on my works.
Every comment is appreciated.

Sudden Thoughts

2009-11-30T05:22:00.002+08:00

As the days past by in the previous week, I was having like a rush hour... Rushing for what? Well, only today when I woke up late at night (due to tireness from the whole week, that I practically slept the whole day), I found out. Waking up in another world to have figure out certain things out. Things suddenly was brighter and clearer. My mind was back online, where I could refresh the things I did and realized that I was too much in a hurry to get things done - solve things, plan things, buy things.

I remembered words that were thrown to my face or words of wisdom by others. Well, at times I get too arrogant that I tend to ignore them at first. Give me some time, and I'll eventually realize them (surprisingly, even though I'm slow, I get things pretty quickly even in the midst of being in the busy state). Rushing my work when there's not much a dateline? Solving many things at once, when I have a limited capacity? Loaning money from friends? There are many more, but these things are definitely silly and most of them are stupid ideas. Was reminded, to never loan money from friends or take loan from "sharks" or friends. Money would eventually cost you the relationship. There's pros and cons, and a neverending debate on how important money can be. So I'll put that aside now.

Solving problems was what I always try to do, especially for friends. However it seemed lately as if I was bothering myself with more of others' problem than of my own. Result to that, more tensed, more struggles, more problems. And so I decided to put many aside already, I think I need to focus on myself more. No offense, but some people just tend to take advantage when given something good to them. Well not anymore. As I've told some people, I'll be doing the same this time - stepping back, take a good look at things, weigh out the pros and cons (yes, even when it comes to helping friends), and decide who to help based on their needs.

It's not a complain honestly, but I need to free myself up for my own things. I want to do what I want for a change, even that means I'll really go MIA here and there. Doesn't matter much to me, cause even being around, I still kinda lose out on updates about friends - for example, my friends getting attached with each other, some doing well, some not so well, and so forth. What have I done? If you asked me, there's nothing really, I've not done anything at all. And that's sad.

So off I go, to continue what I'm doing. I'll try to pay attention to people as much as possible, even when I'm away. I've got a "train" (goal) to catch. And will not stop till I get it!

She (They) Can't Takez It No More

2009-11-28T09:42:00.002+08:00

What's going on? Well, I was bored actually so what I did over the past few weeks was putting up "Hiring Part Time Girlfriend(s), interested?" You'll probably wonder why I'm such a desporado, and that I'm cheap... Let me tell you honestly, I AM CHEAP (poor)! I could only offered bread crumbs... *shy* Haha, but that's not the point.

The point is over the past few weeks, I've been lucky I guess, some friends willingly took up the offer, knowing I can't pay for nuts. (Well, basically they play-play-cause-I-don't-pay-pay-anyways) But one of them (a few actually) finally voiced out and say...

"WHAT IS THIS? You... Part time girlfriend also gotz
no time to be with. How you expect to have a full-time
one? Some more, you prioritize so many things before
me. (I summarized what she (they) said)"

Am not gonna defend anything here, because it's true that currently I have many priorities - Studies, work and family (mind you I have two other ladies under the same roof). Not forgetting friends (close ones) to come... Whenever I have some free time (not working nor studying nor with my family) I'd spent the time with the 'girlfriend'... THAT also only on MSN, LOL (so again, I am CHEAP! *shy*)

But definitely was a great time with them...
Friends who's willingly taking some time to 'pamper' me,
chat-to-amuse me, and just go whacky with me...

Thank you!

Want it, Need it, Now Hoping for It...

2009-11-25T07:34:00.002+08:00

I finally ragged my mind into the final choices of my future gears/equipment for work. Took me sometime to figure out what I actually wanted, and so this is it. Right now, because of a budget problem (in which I am still trying hard to accumulate it), I've to go for second hand camera and accessories. The two particular brand of which I've been going through is:

Canon

Model: 40D (better if I could afford the 50D)
Accessories:

EF 17-55mm F2.8 USM IS lens (start off lens)
Canon EF 50mm F1.8 II lens (optional)
430EX Lite II Flash (better if I could get a 580EX Lite II)
Battery Grip (optional)
Additional Battery

or

Nikon

Model: D90 (can hardly find D80 nowadays,
if I could afford it D300 would be nice)
Accessories:

Nikon AF DX Nikkor 17-55mm F/2.8 IF-ED Lens (start off lens)
Nikon AF 50mm F1.8 D (optional)
SB-600 Speedlight Flash (better if I could get a SB-800 Speedlight)
Battery Grip (optional)
Additional Battery

If my calculations are correct, assuming I'm getting all second hand it should be roughly around RM5k. So that's my target. Gotta work hard for it!! Wootza! If possible, hopefully I can get it by year end or early next year, otherwise, I'll be having quite some trouble handling future work.

A Day at Work... and After That...

2009-11-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I did a last minute office work at AbsolutPitch. Well, because I needed the money to buy myself a camera (amateur-pro DSLR) for my future works. FYI I've been doing some sales lately (sold off some stuffs off the net, and have a few more items on blog. Hopefully, I'd be able to gain sufficient funds myself before I get some "personal" loans.

Alright back to the actual story, my job was pretty much simple yesterday. Go to work at 11am, and get off by 7pm or so. Nothing much, just sorting stuffs and if customer comes in, I help out. =) I'll show you how's work yesterday and ohh, pictures before are taken by my latest phone in hand, K750i. Camera's not too shabby though.. Work reminded me of many things. So here goes it all...

Slurpee in da morningz!
This reminded me of many slurpee contestants out there..
and one in particular of which I find very unique
(yes, that's Pam right there!)

Hand Cuffs!
When at a place with all these stuffs,
imaginations could go wild eh?
To many guys out there, you'd definitely like to be "cuffed" up eh? xD

Check that out yo!
That was hanging out on a elevator in KL Plaza..
Why was I there?
I was wandering around of course!

If you think the elevator was wicked,
how about the panel buttons for the elevator eh?

This is a close up on the wiring...
On one button functions, that's to go down (luckily! *phew*)
When you press it, the bulb lights up!
Ooo, nice~~ light~~

The dark alley within KL Plaza...
Reminds me of a halloween feel...
Why is KL Plaza in such a condition?
Well the building is sold to Pavillion owner, and is in demolition
and reconstruction of being connected with Pavillion...
Soon, Pavillion will be the biggest around KL, where
all the buildings will be connected...

Alright back at the shop, Gabe FINALLY found these missing glasses.
Dangnamit! If I had these earlier, I wouldn't have to look funny and weird
during the halloween night at HELP University..

Ahhh.. the best which resemble that of the King...
If you're wondering which king I'm referring to, it's Elvis!

Then, it was lunch time...
I had Cheese Naan (Pakistani style was spicy *mouth open)
and Mango Lassi...
Yums~

Left office at about close to 8pm,
cause was busy with some clients and had a short chat with Gabe
before taking off...

Walked down the streets of Bukit Bintang,
only to find out there was some sort of open street concert
featuring some local artists around like BunkFace and so forth...

Continued heading down...
Ever wondered why sometime the roads just jams up even after
the usual jamming hours?
Well, it's cause of buses like the one shown above,
cutting lanes last minute, causing inconvenience to everyone else..

I think I was rushing this morning, that I must have missed this out...
I SAW A PUBLIC WORKING PUBLIC TOILET near Hang Tuah station...
Finally they have one!

Alright, that's all on that from me!
Jeffro signing out!

What? You can't possibly resist doing this at work,
when there's so many things around, and there's no one else at office!
Teehee =P

Cause I'm Having a Bad Day...

2009-10-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

Sigh... Another bad day of mine. Over the recent weeks, I've been rather enjoying myself a lot, in which had cost me a lot of money, and even I did some part time jobs, I merely have enough for myself. Then, a few days back, I sent my camera for repair, and guess what?

MY CAMERA REPAIR COST IS RM500+
what a bomb?!

"What about warranty"
It's over...

"Save up for it?"
I don't even have much for my own...
I hate borrowing money from my mum (don't ask why)
n I still owe people money (I pray to God that they claim now)

Not only do I not have enough for myself, but I've gotta find a way to repair my camera? It's a sad life. I guess I'll just have to live with a broken camera. What's worse, I'm to attend some events and now that I don't have my trusted camera, it seems like I'm all alone again.

Well I think I gotta live on with the camera for the time being, unless I start learning the art of under-exposed photography (even in day light, my pictures end up dark, what more at night?)... Yeah sure some people says, "Hey c'mon it's not that bad" Well, of course you'd say that. Why not I take your camera away, and you tell me that, what say you now?

Money's the most powerful thing on earth, and I'm short of it. Honestly, I wished I wasn't this pathetic, not only I've got to earn hard to enjoy what I want, but I've gotta restrict myself to how much I get to enjoy, just because of I lack of money. Swear to God, I'd earn more money than anyone I know (or at least equivalent), and I enjoyed more than him/her/them.

Gahhh.. Ignore me,
and leave me for now...
Am in no mood to joke around...

Change, maybe?

2009-10-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

Am thinking of a change on the blog's appearance... However am wondering, is it necessary? 'Cause it's gonna take some time before I'm able to complete the whole thing, due to the continuous outing I've been going for (gonna enjoy every moment with friends, right?)...

Should I or Should I Not?
Change... ?

Anyhoo, am figuring out a new header/banner, 'cause someone mentioned that the current one is gay, and it doesn't seem impressive... Well, I'm not taking it serious, but it's time I change it, 'cause it's rather old - no longer attractive. I think. Will think of something new. =)

P.s: To anyone who reads this (if there's any), do you think that the pictures on my blog is rather small or just nice?

MJ's Coming Back!

2009-10-15T03:20:00.002+08:00

I really wish I could go and see this show/movie/showcase... The last time I ever been to his concert was back when I was a little toddler, and the concert was held at Genting. Years later, I had the chance to go for his concert, but turned it down due to costly tickets. And that also became one of my regrets. I'm not saying that I'm a die-hard fan of MJ, but his concert is one-heck-of-a-performance! And even so this isn't conducted by the real MJ, it's still something I'd like to see... To not let it be another regret down the road...

Man I love the way the poster was designed!
I had this idea, but never knew how to do it...
Now looking at it, I think I roughly know how it is done
*grins*

See inspiration just at the sweep of a breeze...
*winks*

090922 to 091005 - Quick Updates #29

2009-10-06T00:54:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Another long one, due to laziness of putting up my updates.. And I've been working lately, so that makes things busier and lazier.. Boohoo... =(

090922

(1.25am) Jeffro SAYS had a great evening spent with bestie.. =)

(4.45pm) Jeffro SAYS spring-room-cleaning is definitely tiring.. but somewhat worth it =D

(5.15pm) Jeffro SAYS I'm listening to Blaque - When the last teardrop falls.. Nice! =)

(7.09pm) Jeffro SAYS sings Collide (by Howie Day) and Heaven (by Bryan Adams) (music)

(7.15pm) Jeffro SAYS i just tot of a love story.. maybe i should write it down.. =D

(8.47pm) Jeffro SAYS heading out to snowflakes later.. who wants to join? see ya there

090923

(1.13am) Jeffro SAYS i can't believe i made a girl cried, juz by telling a ghost story.. n tat's only talking abt it.. ish.. spoil my good guy reputation ady

(1.56am) Jeffro SAYS alright.. countdown.. 6 more hours before heading up to Genting.. Anyone who wants in, I'll see ya up there! =D

(3.41am) Jeffro SAYS last call for any changes will be at 8am, any changes later will not be entertained, thank you. Morningz *Zzzz Zzzz*

(8.21am) Jeffro SAYS GOOD MORNING GOOD PEOPLE OF THE WORLD! Today's a good day to start off with, weather's good so far! =D See yal at Genting! =P

090924

(3.54am) Jeffro WISHES curryegg a HaPPY BIRTHDAY! *HUGS* =)

(4.35pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from genting trip with a bunch of crazy fun ppl - seraphsam acidburn711 skinnypandaXD ALex_G xiang208 bboyrice

090925

(1.06am) Jeffro SAYS just got back home from supper with shazfx and Gary, where? Cyberjaya.. =P

(1.34am) Jeffro SAYS firefox 3.5.3 SUX!

(2.04pm) Jeffro SHARES loves the durian tarts and durian bombs.. mum said there weren't enough to go... Hahaha

(4.23pm) Jeffro SAYS getting rdy to go to gym with fren and the dinner after that.. =P so much for wanting to work out..

090926

(1.34am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from gym + yamcha.. omg.. i ate back what i burnt.. so what did i gain? tireness.. =.="

(1.55am) Jeffro SAYS up to now, from last august, i've only shot 5k pictures.. darn.. i need to shoot more!

(3.10am) Jeffro SHARES Relationships are like playing a kite.. when the "wind blows", it "flies"... different "wind" different "heights"..

(11.29am) Jeffro SAYS going off to sunway with a bunch of fun friends.. wanna join in? See ya there! =D

090927

(12.24am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from outing with friends.. damn the jam is so bad.. football night is it? =.="

(12.26am) Jeffro SAYS i think tonight's a good night.. i think i just saved someone from being emo... =) *feels good*

(1.02am) Jeffro SAYS Dang.. i'm hungry now.. FOOOD! i NEED FOOOD!! *points* YOU THERE! GIMME YOUR FOOD!

(7.42pm) Jeffro SAYS my taking on life is having problem solved, 1 way or d other.. "Dun give up, if u cant go thru it, go around it, above it or below it.."

(11.29pm) Jeffro SHARES Penang Trip.. Alas - Penang Trip.. Alas... http://josm.blogspot.com/2009/09/penang-trip-alas-part-i.html

090928

(7.24pm) Jeffro SHARES Penang Trip.. Alas.. (Part II) - http://josm.blogspot.com/2009/09/penang-trip-alas-part-ii.html

(7.33pm) Jeffro SAYS again.. tonight i made a girl cry.. this time was indirectly.. *sigh* im a bad guy... Now labelled all over.. :(

(8.42pm) Jeffro SAYS Penang Trip done! Showing ya my Penang gf LOL! - http://josm.blogspot.com/2009/09/penang-trip-alas-part-iii.html

(9.15pm) Jeffro SAYS sometimes i wish there are better ways to help out, rather than being the bad guy... i just dunno... maybe i aint cut out for things lidiz..

(9.45pm) Jeffro SAYS Im d type of guy,gd at makin up n who wud hate 2 c u cry.So its wise, Im not leavin ur side.Cud it b Im thinkin 2 much,hopin 4 a better day.

090929

(11.02am) Jeffro SAYS heading out to meet up with TheAgapeVox.. =D

(4.21pm) Jeffro SAYS bad day.. car got banged, front bumper gone.. camera's suddenly malfunctioning.. n mom's fcking pissed.. FMFL.. im GoneKBye

090930

(12.43am) Jeffro SAYS sorry peeps, wasnt much of a mood 2 joke around, sorry for worrying anyone *hugs* i'll be alright.. i promise.. =)

(12.44pm) Jeffro SAYS things really went bad, not only cud i not claim from d idiot, but was nearly saman-ed 4 the worst reasons.. WTF n FML!

(12.45am) Jeffro SAYS oh well, gotta sleep of me anger and frustrations.. got work tmr.. over and out..

(7.57pm) Jeffro SAYS *phew* work was tiring today.. long hours on a single chair and an old pc..

091002

(12.13am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from Thursday Time's comedy night and supper.. :D comedy? I'd do better.. =P

(8.20am) Jeffro SAYS off day from work, so heading out shortly to participant in friend's college work, and after that gym! Wootza!

091003

(12.04am) Jeffro SAYS just came back from gym+supper (Burger Shop! =P) so much for the workout...

(3.51pm) Jeffro SAYS Ooo.. body still aching from yesterday's work out.. ouch ouch..

(3.58pm) Jeffro SAYS awaiting friend's pick up, to head out for Digi Ultimate Birthday Bash.. Wootza! Jeffro will in the house with yal tonight!!

091004

(3.34am) Jeffro SAYS njust came back from DGUBB in BarCelona + yamcha with friends.. =D

(3.38am) Jeffro SAYS jeez.. i feel so old, not more than an hour in the club, and i felt bored, and a lil tired... tsk tsk tsk

(3.47am) Jeffro SAYS i had more money (for hangout wif frens, twitting moments n attire) rather den jz looking or hearing abt things...

(6.39pm) Jeffro SAYS I finally got my converter to work again... *phew* finally can upload vids easier after this =D

(7.11pm) Jeffro SAYS it's so hot now, I wished I was at Genting like 2 weeks ago - http://josm.blogspot.com/2009/10/genting-trip-with-7-wonders.html

(11.56pm) Jeffro SAYS imma hungry!!! cannot, hv 2 tahan! Need to lose the flabs! but imma hungry~~ T_T

091005

(12.12am) Jeffro SAYS i wished i had my car right now, i'd be eating outside right now.. Burger, CharKueyTeow, or McD's by now.. =(

(12.20am) Jeffro SAYS http://twitpic.com/k90hq - Fck diz keeping-fit shit.. Imma eating now~ *nom nom nom*

(8.03pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from work and dinner.. Great news! I got my car back! Weee~~ but low on fuel... =.="

090830 to 090921 - Quick Updates #28

2009-09-22T01:30:00.002+08:00

OMG I think this is gonna be a super long one, since it's a compiled version of all my quick updates.. Bear with me ya..

090830

(1.40am) Jeffro SAYS windows 7 still have problems with firefox 3.5.2 *smacks head* what is this la..?

(2.54pm) Jeffro SAYS muahahaha.. im like the only weirdest anime follower.. Guess what.. Im starting OnePiece all over again.. Episode 1!

(5.53pm) Jeffro SAYS today's sleep was superbly blissful! =D

(8.43pm) Jeffro SAYS alright, am getting ready to hit the road and head out to MistClub Bangsar, See yal there! =D

090831

(3.54am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from MistClub + drinks with friends.. Party pretty boring, but the drinks with friends was great.. =D

(7.08am) Jeffro SAYS you can nangz me! - http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=123263 - Pls & 10Q

(7.20am) Jeffro SAYS beh tahan ady, need to sleep.. plus mum woke up and ask me why i still awake.. guess it's time to sleep now.. GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!

(4.59pm) Jeffro SAYS *yawns* wootza! i tot was 5am, when the sky was kinda dark when i woke up.. but then again i slept at 7am.. so its impossible.. =D

(7.29pm) Jeffro ASKS Malaysians,have u pumped fuel today? Prices will increase by tomorrow..

090901

(3.54am) Jeffro WISHES curryegg a HaPPY BIRTHDAY! *HUGS* =)

(4.50pm) Jeffro SAYS heading out to join wenpink, suresh and seraphsam for something.. *grins* and see the rest at 1U later.. =D

090902

(1.32am) Jeffro WISHES just got back home from Final Destination Screenings and Yam Cha session =D Wootza!

(1.35am) Jeffro SAYS alright time to see through the pictures.. =D

(3.24am) Jeffro SHARES Manhood Robbed in 5 minutes - http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=123889

(1.21pm) Jeffro SAYS *yawns* noon peeps.. how's the day treating you so far?

(1.43pm) Jeffro SAYS who has picture of FD screening, so mail me a copy of the album (resized also can) to josm_pc88@yahoo.com... credits will be given..

(3.03pm) Jeffro SAYS imma gonna have a hair cut later! Or should i?

(5.04pm) Jeffro SAYS just came back from hair cut! "Fresh Giler now" xD

090903

(4.40pm) Jeffro SAYS phone collected from nokia center.. after two weeks... they had to replace the motherboard.. =.="

(5.16pm) Jeffro SAYS OMG im surrounded by tempters... now in dilemma.. this or that?? that or this?? Here or there?? there or here?? How how how??

(3.24am) Jeffro SHARES Manhood Robbed in 5 minutes - http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=123889

(8.24pm) Jeffro SAYS gonna watch TV now.. it's been a while now.. Imma dominating TV tonight.. =D

090904

(2.38pm) Jeffro SAYS why oh why did the rain stopped??!! ROAR!

(5.47pm) Jeffro SAYS later on tonight, am invited to attend church for some show.. hopefully it'll be entertaining...

(6.23pm) Jeffro SAYS heading out for a dinner with family now! Bye!

(10.15pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from a performance show in church.. =)

090905

(11.01am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from car servicing and breakfast with mum.. today's "meal" so expensive.. 2 car servicing close to RM1.5k, im so broke now..

(6.49pm) Jeffro SAYS gonna head out to sunway, meeting up with pet sis.. and maybe catch a movie.. =D

090906

(2.51am) Jeffro SAYS had a gr8 evening, meet up wif pet sis n fren, met joelneoh, and supper with shazfx AWESOME! =D

(5.30pm) Jeffro SAYS hello WORLD! (hmm suddenly I feel geeky today)

(5.38pm) Jeffro SAYS i wanna be fehmes.. but at the same time i duwanna be fehmes too.. =S

(5.30pm) Jeffro SAYS watching "Planet B-Boy" reminds me of d days where B-Boying was a hit among us.. Even 2dy I feel like it's still awesome! *tries out a move*

(5.30pm) Jeffro SAYS "A competition is not about competiting against each other, it's about doing things/jamming together in the same place" anonymous

090907

(12.25am) Jeffro SAYS I just wished I was able to do more than just listen or be there.. I wished I could help and turn things around..

(12.55pm) Jeffro SAYS just got home.. went downtown earlier.. met tianchad on the way... Weee am going up to Penang this friday! Wootza! =D

(6.32pm) Jeffro SAYS am gonna head out for dinner shortly, then to The Curve, and then maybe supper.. =D

090908

(1.28am) Jeffro SAYS just came back from movie and supper! :D met copykate mrhik tallboyz zoeyve smashpop zhao pinkporkchop benjicajess

(3.05am) Jeffro SAYS Man I just love wedding photography :D And this is one of the reasons - http://tinyurl.com/lyk62l

(3.11am) Jeffro SAYS it's 3am.. and im eating fresh peeled bananas.. Nom Nom Nom!

(11.12am) Jeffro SAYS nearly forgot there's something on today.. *gets ready* Lunch and event at MV! Movie at Cineleisure! Wootza! oh ya GOOD MORNING! =D

090909

(2.09am) Jeffro SAYS watched the Ugly Truth for the 2nd time, and i think it's awesome! All hail the scipt-writer.. =D

(2.37am) Jeffro SAYS am happy that some ppl agreed i look good in short hair.. Wootza! =D I wonder, how about Afro? =P

(3.09am) Jeffro SAYS "Fake laughs are like fake orgasm, fake orgasm is better than no orgasm" (Ugly Truth Movie, 2009)

(4.07pm) Jeffro SAYS if there's anything do contact me via cellphone...

(4.08pm) Jeffro SAYS gonna reformat my computer now.. see everyone in a couple of hours time..

090910

(1.09am) Jeffro SAYS new system is up and running.. All working fine so far.. Yeay! =D

(1.47am) Jeffro SAYS "Laugh And The World Laughs With You, Snore And You sleep Alone" by Anonymous

(3.31pm) Jeffro SAYS it's gonna be a bz bz day today... No time for chit chat for now..

090911

(12.33am) Jeffro SAYS another 6 more hours, and i'll be heading to penang! Wootza! WAIT! haven't packed yet.. =P

(1.04am) Jeffro SAYS happy birthday to terrichan! Wootza! *hugs* Happy 21st ya!

(2.06am) Jeffro SAYS skinnypandaXD is plurking here! LOL testing testing

(6.22am) Jeffro SAYS GOOD MORNING good people! it's breezy morning, the sky's still dark, and im ready for penang! =D leaving shortly!

(8.40pm) Jeffro SAYS *phew* it's been a tiring day... been walking around here and there for hours.. right here right now, am at friend's place in penang.. =D

(8.41pm) Jeffro SAYS wished i could plurk live of what i did earlier.. was totally cool! :D oh well, will blog about it when im back! =D

090912

(8.54am) Jeffro SAYS skinnypandaXD is here updating for jeffro on what he did yesterday XD

(8.55am) Jeffro SAYS 12.36- touch down.. I'm in penang, after 5 hrs trip by bus. Everything's pretty good so far..

(8.56am) Jeffro SAYS 1.32- I walked queensbay mall from sg nibong.. Haha.. Beat that ppl!

(8.56am) Jeffro SAYS 2.23- I am gonna try out the big bowl challenge at sushi king's! Wish me luck!

(8.57am) Jeffro SAYS 3.00 - Lost the challenge. even with extra 5 minutes. Still left 1/4 portion. I kiasu for another 10 mines. Still cant

(8.57am) Jeffro SAYS 4.41- Ahh finally reach my friend's place.. =D feel tired now.. Haha

090913

(1.21am) Jeffro SAYS Good times just pass by so quickly.. i only have half a day left before i head back to kl.. =(

(4.03pm) Jeffro SAYS less than an hour, and i'll be heading back to kl.. Am gonna miss the time here though.. =)

(10.12pm) Jeffro SAYS *phew* I'm back in KL! Am tired.. but I've got work tomoro morning... *sigh* I miss penang and my friends there.. =(

090914

(9.47pm) Jeffro SAYS *stretches* man it's been a tiring day... Gotta rest well tonight, tomoro's gonna be quite another hectic day..

090915

(11.27pm) Jeffro SAYS so so tired... *yawns*

090917

(1.55am) Jeffro SAYS Came back from drinks with shazfx flyguy729, marc, gary, arthur, jasmine, zack n may.Thanks shaz for G-Force! Cool!

(1.56am) Jeffro SAYS OMG.. it's 2am, so darn tired.. and what's "better", work tomoro.. gotta get up by 7 plus.. =.=" dang..

(10.12pm) Jeffro SAYS HOME SWEET HOME! man i totally exhausted.. out of juice ady.. time to relax.. =)

(11.02pm) Jeffro SAYS if i say some1 earn RM1 per hour as an technician, would u believe me?

090918

(10.39pm) Jeffro SAYS i had one of the worst yet funniest moments of my working life.. ROFL!

(10.41pm) Jeffro SAYS Wootza! Work's over! Time to get some good rest... Tomoro's a day for some action-packed moments!

090919

(12.58am) Jeffro SAYS Noooo.. i duwanna let go!

(11.28am) Jeffro SAYS morning people! looks like a great weather for SkyTrekking! Wootza! :D

(11.39am) Jeffro SAYS http://twitpic.com/i98f9 - Suresh: Skytrekking is panjat pokok and do flying fox! ROFL!

090920

(12.18am) Jeffro SAYS just got back.. super tired.. 4 hours of SkyTrekking, 4 hours of Snowflake.. I wanna that up and double it for my sleep can?

(1.42am) Jeffro SHARES I like this comedian! See this if you like Canon in D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdxkVQy7QLM&feature=channel

(1.48am) Jeffro SAYS wanna laugh, wanna smile.. but cant.. only deep inside i am.. am too tired.. but cant sleep.. *sigh*

(2.07am) Jeffro SHARES if you emo tonight.. listen to this.. TELL ME WHY! - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cco_IlYuqN0&feature=related

(6.42pm) Jeffro SAYS I slept for one of the longest times.. for about 15-16hours... Wootza!

(10.47pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from cousin's birthday, damn full.. ate 3 or 4 rounds.. *rubs stomach*

090921

(12.18am) Jeffro SAYS Happy birthday to skinnypandaXD! *hugs* Sweet 17!

(12.55am) Jeffro SAYS gonna head out to friend's open house.. =D Mmm i smell good food already.. =P

(6.09pm) Jeffro SAYS just came back from friend's open house.. food was great! Spicy for me, but still great! =D

090822 to 090829 - Quick Updates #27

2009-08-25T01:28:00.002+08:00

090822

(1.49am) Jeffro SAYS Helllooooo to @skinnypandaXD How are you?

(2.32am) Jeffro SAYS Helllloooooo to @WenPink.. *hugs*

(3.11am) Jeffro WISHES HAPPY BIRTHDAY to @SueMeIfYouCan and @RAWR!!! :D May the both of you have a splendid birthday over the weekend! :D

(11.26pm) Jeffro SAYS tomoro's the day before exams.. O_O

090823

(12.51am) Jeffro SAYS Mmmm.. ice-cold home-made sardin sandwich for supper.. Yummm.. (pray hard, there won't be any problem for me ya..)

(10.40am) Jeffro SAYS morning to everyone out there! Mmm.. i can smell the fried chickens awaiting me already.. BRUNCH/LUNCH~ is nearby.. =P

(11.01am) Jeffro SAYS alrighz, im off to MV for lunch with buddies.. see ya there friends!

(5.15pm) Jeffro SAYS Back from lunch + movie! Twas great! :D thanks to @jackieloi =D

(6.34pm) Jeffro SHARES How I spend my day before the exams - http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=120919

(7.44pm) Jeffro FEELS the sunset today is beautiful.. =)

(9.46pm) Jeffro FEELS so sleepy the moment i start my revisions.. and it's not even been an hour.. =.="

090824

(2.09am) Jeffro THINKS it's time to sleep now.. exams starts in 8 hours.. O_O

(8.34am) Jeffro WISHES everyone a good morning! im near the exam hall, doing the last 2 hours of prep.. =)

(10.10am) Jeffro SAYS 30 minutes till i enter the panic room.. "calm down, calm down" *Woozaa Woozaa*

(10.48am) Jeffro SAYS I'm in a room full of chaos - all panicking about exam.. it's gonna start in 10.. =P

(10.48am) Jeffro SAYS I'm in a room full of chaos - all panicking about exam.. it's gonna start in 10.. =P

(10.54am) Jeffro SAYS *close eyes and takes a deep breath* You can survive this.. Just believe.. It's just papers, pens, and a bunch of friends "dying" along..

(2.29pm) Jeffro SAYS am back home after 1st exam and lunch.. weather's not too bad, i think i can move on 2 d next subject.. or maybe later?

(8.19pm) Jeffro SAYS people said i was being too dramatic today.. =.=" Where's the fun la people..?

090825

(12.45am) Jeffro SAYS connection is good tonight.. am gonna spam downloads tonight! Eh wait, NEED TO STUDY! *back to revision*

(1.49am) Jeffro SAYS she broke her promise... she said she'll call, i waited, but there was no call.. =( Back to revision...

(3.33am) Jeffro SAYS alright, done with 'em revision for tonight.. sorry I don't think i'll wait any longer for the call.. tomoro maybe..

(8.34am) Jeffro SAYS morning people! once again am at the study hall.. with 2 hours plus of waiting for the exams.. *exhales with sound*

(9.32am) Jeffro SAYS im amazed as to how much i can memorize in short period, at the last minute.. =P

(10.32am) Jeffro SAYS yawns... all these reading in the morning is making me tired... hope i dun fall asleep during the exams..

(10.36am) Jeffro SAYS alright.. time to go into the panic room... "they do not see, they can't see me, they will not notice me"

(1.39pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back home.. *phew* hand cramp earlier coz wrote a lot in a very short time.. =( nearly ran out of time to write..

(5.48pm) Jeffro just dislikes it when I have to do the housework, coz I dun like to sweat... *sigh* no choice...

090826

(1.25am) Jeffro SAYS Mmm.. cold sardine sandwich again for supper.. Yummmm.. =P

(1.27am) Jeffro SAYS helloooo.. to @copykate =D Howdy!

(8.54am) Jeffro SAYS am in the exam hall,a friend of mine brought her encyclopedia and notes from other Uni..OMG! I only have few pages of notes.. How how how??

(9.13am) Jeffro SAYS i heard an english lecturer telling the students, "go to toilet and drink water" O_O I wonder whether it should be liquid or lubricant? =P

(10.21am) Jeffro SAYS wootza! my friend passed me a collection of games.. Cool! No need to hunt for them anymore.. =D

(6.16pm) Jeffro SAYS Ooo.. rain and thunderstorms.. YEAY! =D

090827

(8.33am) Jeffro WISHES everyone who's awake and out there, a VERY GOOD MORNING! I got a feeling that today maybe a great day :D

(10.23am) Jeffro SAYS it's less drama today, coz im practically bored, and everyone's like so tired.. exams are killers, i tell ya.. fun sucking mood spoilers..

(10.40am) Jeffro SAYS the 2nd last paper is about to start shortly, will head to the exam hall, once i complete the downloads first.. =P

(5.30pm) Jeffro WONDERS whether or not it is a good thing that nokia service centre's line alwez busy.. Good service or poor quality products?

090828

(1.02am) Jeffro WISHES YES! Today will be the last paper! =D *jumps around* Oh dang, I forgot what was the theories ady.. *crawls back to the books*

(9.25am) Jeffro SAYS the last paper...the last day of this semester..the last purpose for this study year..*yawns* let's get it over with... *loads up weapons*

(1.05pm) Jeffro SAYS WOOTZA! EXAMS OVER!! im finally a final year student... =P

(8.03pm) Jeffro WONDERS just came back from helping out a friend.. :) It's good to be able to help someone.. =)

090829

(2.56pm) Jeffro WISHES who wants to go the merdeka party by NN at mistclub tomoro night?

(4.06am) Jeffro SAYS its funny how when i dun show up online, lotsa ppl complain and stuffs, and i do, no one layan.. How ironic..

(8.15pm) Jeffro WONDERS it never feels good to be breaking in the hard news (facts) to someone... i seemed like a fun-spoiler.. Noooo~

MIA or so..

2009-08-22T02:34:00.002+08:00

I most likely wouldn't be around to post much as of the coming week, due to exams. *sigh* But worry not, I won't be long away.. If lucky, I'll still be in and out of here in a jiffy (means quickly).

Oh yeah, I was thinking of re-doing the layout. So if you're interested to help out, feel free to contact me. Unfortunately I'll have to apologize 'cause I won't be able to offer any payment, but what I can do is, I'll be crediting and advertising your name as one of the designers =) It's just an idea, if anyone's interested to show your skills and expertise, I'll be more than glad to have you around.

Also, I might be working on a portfolio of my own - a combination of art works. So if there's anyone with ideas, let me know, I just need a little inspiration to get things going on. My portfolio would be including photography and also some graphic designs/editing.

Haha, all that talk, and it's making me excited! But it's still in plan, if everything goes smoothly, then maybe I'll be able to carry it out... Hehe =D So till then, toodles from me...

I'm Not a Boy, NOT YET A FATHER!

2009-08-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

Oh come on, I know I'm no longer a kid, but please lah, don't go "upgrade" my status to "Father"... *Cold-sweat*

Earlier, I sent my sis and her friend to tuition. Well, it's the first time this friend of my sis tagged along. My first impression of her was "Oh she's polite, shy and kinda cute..." Okay, no I wasn't thinking anything wrong and senget okay? It's just a good thought of someone of my sis' friend.

So, after sending them to tuition, I head home to continue my work and also waiting for them to finish their session at tuition. Time came and I did what I could, made sure her friend was sent home safe and sound.

Went home and this time around I was shocked, when I heard my sis told me what her friend had to say about me, "Is that your father or brother? Looks kinda young, but sounds old." (this is what my sis said, don't know whether it was the same exact words said by her friend)

Instantly, I went "WTF?!"

I got sound that old or not?
=.="

So disappointing sia...
some more coming from a cute girl...

Die Die Die, image gone...
I'm feel so down now...
No mood already...

090818 to 090821 - Quick Updates #26

2009-08-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

090818

(10.42am) Jeffro SAYS gonna head down to Plaza Berjaya later, to get my phone fixed.. Lunch anyone?

(11.01am) Jeffro SAYS alrightz, gonna fly down to Plaza Berjaya, anyone's interested in lunch together, gimme a holla on me cellphone... =)

(3.51pm) Jeffro SAYS just got back from Plaza Berjaya.. Met with @sniiffit n CF just now.. Good coincidence! =D

(7.01pm) Jeffro SAYS man these guys are awesome.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlE8fPcF06A&feature=channel

090819

(5.24pm) Jeffro SAYS FULL POWER for revision. Set sail for 250 knots forward, tolerate no obstacle! =D

090820

(2.58am) Jeffro SAYS a fren asked "how do u keep yourself smiling even its a bad time?" I said "I dunno, its alwez been around me n it's d best gift ever =)"

(4.01am) Jeffro SAYS shouldn't have drank the coffee earlier.. blardy sleepy now.. =(

(8.50am) Jeffro SAYS morning people.. yes good morning to you, you and you and all you people out there! GOOD MORNING! *yawns* this is so early for me...

(11.45am) Jeffro SAYS ahhhhhh.. nothing beats a good start for a day with a good news.. =D Nice...

(2.12pm) Jeffro SAYS just came back from lunch with mum and sis.. Revision time! Hmmm.. or maybe later.. Hmmm...

(5.32pm) Jeffro SAYS FMP series was boring.. =( wtf

090821

(3.45pm) Jeffro SAYS man.. revising on theories of business or even system developments r boring.. how i wish d exams were practical rather than theoretical..

(6.40pm) Jeffro SAYS why so many data type wan??Preliminary data, primary data, secondary data, internal data, external data, significant data...OMG *blink blink*

(11.23pm) Jeffro SAYS OMG! my sister's friend tt I was my sister's FATHER, juz 'coz my voice sounds old??!! Got dat old or not?? WTF?! I'm feel so down now..

(12.08am of 090822) Jeffro SAYS im just joking about just now.. im totally okay with it.. Mum said i was over-exaggerating... =.="

Exam Schedule!

2009-08-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

Update: Exam Schedule

Less than a week to go.... *gulps*

090815 to 090817 - Quick Updates #25

2009-08-18T16:24:00.002+08:00

090815

(12.53am) Jeffro SAYS everyting was gd 2dy - helped @curryegg, met new frens, bday dinner with @e_naj, movie & dinner with bestie.. AWESOME day =D *dances*

(3.53pm) Jeffro SAYS YEAH! it's raining heavily! I like this... hope it rains till tomoro.. =D

(4.36pm) Jeffro SAYS Wootza~ 3 drumsticks, 1 bag of chips and a whole lot of soft drinks for lunch! Wootza!

090816

(5.47pm) Jeffro SAYS *sigh* sunshine, rain, sunshine, rain.. all day long.. what do You want la?? make up Your mind!

090817

(11.14pm) Jeffro SAYS woah... 100MB downloaded in 2 hours.. OMG, record breaking of all time!

090810 to 090814 - Quick Updates #24

2009-08-15T01:06:00.002+08:00

090810

(4.52am) Jeffro SAYS wow.. 18 hours consecutive work (with some break time in between)! it'd better pay off!

(12.28pm) Jeffro SAYS 24 hours without sleep.. O_O one can go dizzy and blury.. O_O

(11.41pm) Jeffro SAYS 36 hours on the go.. (well minus off the short dozed-off in between =P)

090811

(3.25am) Jeffro SAYS help... im afraid to sleep.. =(

(11.34am) Jeffro SAYS i've seen lotsa twitters RT-ing.. wonder will plurkers RP too?

(11.47am) Jeffro HAS submitted all assignments.. Wootza! but now has to worry about exams.. *sigh*

(11.49am) Jeffro SAYS soon I'll be introducing my new baby... *muax muax*

090812

(10.31pm) Jeffro IS preparing computer to test out windows 7 ultimate.. =)

090813

(2.19pm) Jeffro IS finally done with all works... time for rest and then preparation for exams!

(3.14pm) Jeffro SAYS wow.. a moment ago was a short but massive rainstorm.. now, HOT-like-usual weather.. how not to fall sick?? *dizzy*

090814

(1.34am) Jeffro SAYS i want to borrow the installer for a non-modded vista ultimate sp2.. anyone has it? need it urgently.. just the installer..

(10.39am) Jeffro SAYS today will be quite an agenda for me.. in a good way.. :) see ya later @curryegg!

090806 to 090809 - Quick Updates #23

2009-08-09T01:02:00.002+08:00

090806:

(1.22am) Jeffro SAYS darn it! MSN 8.5 doesnt work anymore after updating windows.. =( now have to use the WLM 2009.. sux.. =(

(1.35am) Jeffro WISHES @Coolerthings a happy freaking birthday! :D Today is your day man! So watcha gonna do?

090807:

(2.07am) Jeffro shows a little sign of relieve.. almost done with my work.. pls pls, dun suddenly CRASH on me.. *crosses fingers, toes and hair*

(2.38am) Jeffro ASKS everyone to speak like us.. http://innit.nuffnang.com/view.php?id=116018

(5.28pm) Jeffro SAYS today everything went quite smoothly.. am glad.. now 4 down, 1 more to go! =) tonight must sleep kao kao b4 continuing the last one!

090809:

(1.04am) Jeffro SAYS O_O I missed a day of plurk.. forgotten about it today.. =P

(1.10am) Jeffro SAYS I actually did not go online for a day.. How about that? =)

(1.22pm) Jeffro Quote: WORK WORK WORK.. ROAR!! (@Coolerthings, nd.)

Note: if you're wondering why there's no update on 090808, well it's simply cause I was kinda busy and also I forgotten about it. Teehee. The timing proves it all, I'm at most time of the day busy, until the time I update status (which is only like 1 or 2 minutes off-work time *sigh*)

090729 to 090801 - Quick Updates #21

2009-08-02T05:11:00.002+08:00

090729:

(9.25am) Jeffro SAYS the moment I stepped into college, I felt lifeless instantly as if my life were ripped off of my very soul..

(11.30pm) Jeffro stocks up a lot of midnight oil for long burning sessions..

090730:

(2.08am) Jeffro SAYS tonight ain't going as smoothly as I thought.. stuffs crashing down, making things worse.. *sigh*

(9.55pm) Jeffro SAYS ASSIGNMENT RUSH GILER! Have to really finish up this one before midnight.. otherwise, I won't be sleeping at all then, Tomoro ZOMBIFIED!

(11.31pm) Jeffro SAYS a friend told me that I should take up MBs Course (Masters of Bullshitting Course) coz I'm so good at it! LOL xD

090731:

(12.38am) Jeffro SAYS 6 hours till DEADLine.. I'll be DEAD by then..

(6.56pm) Jeffro SAYS ANXIETY ATTACK!! suddenly program turned buggy, at the VERY LAST MOMENT!! before submission!! WTF?!

090801:

(10.12pm) Jeffro ASKS CAN STOP USING HIGHBEAMS WHILE DRIVING AT DAY/NIGHT OR NOT? Ish~! Shyt blind la weih.. *mid fings at the idiotic drivers*

(10.40pm) Jeffro SAYS OMG 5 times in a row.. my good friend is gonna be a dad soon.. WTF man.. you're still a student like me dude with no cert just yet.. =__="

(10.44pm) Jeffro SAYS OMG another 5 times in a row.. I just found out that my friend's sister broke up with her bf (many yrs of r/ship).. Y so many things happen?

(11.00pm) Jeffro SAYS Now I just find out that my good friend just broke up with her bf.. Damnit.. this is a bad sign for a start in August.. =_="

(11.04pm) Jeffro HAS a bad feeling on what's to happen more in August.. *sigh*

Seriously, August doesn't seem to be much of a good sign
for me, even though it's suppose to be my lucky month..
*sigh*
Can't bear to imagine what's to happen later on..
Hope everything will go well..
*cross fingers*

090728 - Quick Updates #20

2009-07-29T02:01:00.002+08:00

090728:

(12.46am) Jeffro believes I've completed what I had to do... Need to chill out for now..

(4.44pm) Jeffro submitted 1 more assignment.. 3 more to go.. *chants* Stress Stress Stress...

(4.54pm) Jeffro WAS waiting.. has waited.. has been waiting.. is still waiting.. =.="

(6.40pm) Jeffro SAYS OMG!! I was near to embarrassment of lifetime.. "Train not only did not reach the station, but went off track!" (translate: flyer's out!)

(6.45pm) Jeffro wanna stay low.. but just cant keep mouth shout.. =.=" Damnit

Here's what happened to me today.

If you're wondering where that came from, let's just say it keeps "the dragon (yeah, dragon's are of celestial status.. xD) in its dungeon" LOL. For those of you not being able to catch, let me put it straight so no questions asked after this.

That's my zipper, from my pants yo!

WORD~!

I nearly faced the biggest embarrassment of my lifetime, but I was lucky enough to find out about it before anyone did, and walked away like nothing. *phew* Please do not start imagining what's beyond the zipper okay, keep your thoughts far far away from that. =P Thank you.

Thanks, You Made My Night

2009-07-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

It's quite a rough night for me. Well, it's not just tonight, but it's been ever since I could even recall me sighing so much. I don't usually sigh, really. But haven been sighing a lot since college days started. The reason why I've been really busy, is 'cause I try to maintain my focus in many areas, not just solely studies. I'm pretty such many of whom I know and don't, are pretty much doing the same. Well, tonight I felt a little satisfaction when I found out that there are people who likes what I've done, and appreciate them. I'm not saying I'm doing wonders of work, but it's nice to hear that it's not been "hardwork that leads to no avail". I feel things are worthwhile now.

Here's a comment left by Barbara, this warms things up...
You made my night tonight... =)
*hugs*

090726 & 090727 - Quick Updates #19

2009-07-28T00:39:00.002+08:00

090726:

(9.32pm) Jeffro SAYS LOL! Whadda.. Who so creative wan?? Wanna shake his/her hands.. http://www.facebook.com/pages/FK-APiiTuCTi/98824979386?ref=pymk (By the way, APIIT (or now known as UCTI) is the college where I study currently)

090727:

(2.21am) Jeffro SAYS read too much jargon requiring me to read by syllables, and so when I read 'Machines' I read it as "Mac - Hines" wtf yo.. *smacks head*

(2.50am) Jeffro SAYS boy I can't wait for "Funny People" movie to come out.. wanna pick up some lame jokes to lighten up the day.. http://bit.ly/iQ0jF xD

(2.54am) Jeffro SAYS OMG! Dr House is funny with names! Spell it out! http://bit.ly/NPDP

(10.00am) Jeffro SAYS wootza! Wokay, today must finish second assigment.. coz tomoro is submission! XD

(11.33am) Jeffro WONDERS should i attend the next class or skip it?

(2.25pm) Jeffro SAYS feeling so sleepy in class.. *yawns*

090723 to 090725 - Quick Updates #18

2009-07-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

090723:

(12.39am) Jeffro SAYS OMG! My 5 year old graphic card on desktop dieded just now! Have to rely on integrated sucky graphics now.. =(

(12.51am) Jeffro SAYS OMFG! Power trip a moment ago.. F**K This SHIT! All my resources done for past 30 mins or longer, ALL GONE!! !?^#*$^%@#*%*@#

(3.15am) Jeffro SHARES Matrix Runs on Windows XP, LOL http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yX8yrOAjfKM

(9.52am) Jeffro SAYS my friend told me ADIDAS means "All Day I Dream About Sex" LOL

090724:

(1.49am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from movie screenings of Ghost of Girlfriend Past, WAS AWESOME! 10/10 for it!

090725:

(1.19am) Jeffro HAS been trying 2 get into mood of continuing my work, unfortunately, nothing's working well.. but i'm feeling SO FREAKING tired.. =(

(6.33pm) Jeffro HATES hot weathers... Darn it.. spoils my mood for sure.. Roar~!

(7.01pm) Jeffro NEEDS a real DSLR, like Nikon D90, Canon 500D, Pentax K-7 or Olympus E-30... Need to work hard man..

How Hot Is It?

2009-07-25T19:45:00.002+08:00

Iam one person who can't stand the heat due to certain issues that had happened in the past. So you can say I'm a heat-sensitive person. I sweat at almost anytime of day (even night, sometimes).

The days have been so hot, I think I may eventually drop ill. Hate it when that happens. Anyways, check out how hot a day can be.

Venue: Sri Petaling
Time: 7.30pm

090722 - Quick Updates #17

2009-07-23T09:07:00.002+08:00

090722:

(12.55am)Jeffro SAYS ma blog is updated with my previous wedding shoots.. :) Do have a look sometime ya..

(3.27am) Jeffro had a pleasant "early morning" chat with IntoxicatedLady aka Jan-E... =D

(11.36am) Jeffro IS in class all confused with what the lecturer is teaching.. So much for a small brain of mine to absorb.. O_O|||

(3.07pm) Jeffro WISHES college studies cud be done at home.. wouldn't tat b nice? It's comfty & easy learning.. [assuming tat we're d type tat wants to learn]

090723:

090715 to 090721 - Quick Updates #16

2009-07-14T09:15:00.005+08:00

090715:
(1.56am) Jeffro THINKS if only I could split myself 5 ways to learn 5 different fields simultaneously, it'd be the most awesome gift/present I could ever ask for..

(2.00am) Jeffro SAYS if only I was smart enough back then, I would have bought all the things I need when I could afford it... Darn.. Feel so lack-of-things..

(10.23pm) Jeffro SAYS Yam cha at steven's corner pandan indah..

(11.47pm) Jeffro SAYS at Mamak on The Hill (MOTH) now..

090716:
(1.56am) Jeffro just got back from yamcha with NigelSia, Kellster, JoshuaOng, Drewnity and Suresh :) Should do it again sometime soon

(1.34pm) Jeffro IS not feeling too good today.. I knew I shouldn't have slept so well last night.. Now whole body tired and aching.. >.< 090717:
(9.07am) Jeffro IS not feeling happy today... Things havent been going my way, and I don't think it'll be any better anytime soon... *thinking of a solution*

(9.28am) Jeffro WONDERS what's d purpose of doing stuffs Im not interest in & not doing d things tat I like - Oh I forgot, I've got no choice | I'm forced to, FML

(8.05pm) Jeffro SAYS to self: Pull yourself together.. Don't lose it now.. Otherwise, it's all over..

090718:
(9.43am) Jeffro SAYS Lousy mornin, i tot i was late 4 work, sped crazy reach pwtc in 10-15mins..

(11.07pm) Jeffro FEELS bad for not being able to attend his good friend's convo today.. =(

(11.09pm) Jeffro SAYS training today was tiring.. not because of the work done, because of the many hours of waiting before it could commence.. O_o

090719:
(4.44pm) Jeffro SAYS I have a minor headache due to the heat. Dang.. dis forces me to turn on the air cond.. Or head out to the nearest hypermarket =)

090720:
(4.34am) Jeffro SAYS it's so difficult to find proper reference for smthg so common yet has so many versions... Darn it.. So much for standardized syllabus..

(4.40am) Jeffro SAYS a few friends said that I looked different from the last they saw me... Hmm is it? It's only a few months or weeks (to some).. Hmmmm...

(8.58am) Jeffro SAYS Wootza! in class right now.. Damn "semangat" weih... *blek*

090720:

(12.02am) Jeffro SAYS it's the first time this year that I've stayed up so late in college to finish up my work.. Dang..

(8.52am) Jeffro SAYS darn me wants to sleep... Zzzzz

(5.20pm) Jeffro SAYS Dang... because of my carelessness and stupidity, I have to pay RM40 for a "parking ticket" Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn Damn~~~~

090714 - Quick Updates #15

2009-07-14T09:15:00.004+08:00

090714:

(12.30am) Jeffro SHARES my first wedding shots, of Guo Kiong's & Cattherine's... http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=135796&id=558180803&l=951198ccf0

(9.20am) Jeffro LOVES compliments, don't you?

(4.50pm) Jeffro SAYS today has been quite a weird day.. I juz found out I hv a gf, my fren found out he's married, another found out he had divorced.. Wow..

090713 - Quick Updates #14

2009-07-13T02:57:00.002+08:00

090713:

(12.03am) Jeffro FEELSS all lovey dovey over a movie "P.s I Love You" (2007) - shows how much one could do for his/her love ones.. =)

(1.51am) Jeffro SAYS gassy drinks keep me awake at night.. :)

(4.22am) Jeffro SAYS if only my class starts a few hours ago, and ends in a few hours time..

(8.53am) Jeffro SAYS another boring morning in a boring college attending a boring class taught by a boring lecturer in the most imaginable boring way...

(6.05pm) Jeffro WILL be heading out for dinner (a treat from friend) soon.. =)

090712 - Quick Updates #13

2009-07-13T02:51:00.002+08:00

090712:

(1.54am) Jeffro gotten back from friend's bday 2 hours ago.. finally sorted out all the pictures i have.. =)

(1.58am) Jeffro SAYS yes yes.. im aware i blardie missed the whole daicon.. im busy k? stop bugging me with the "why's"...

(4.27am) Jeffro SAYS I have not been staying so late in a long time.. =)

(4.26pm) Jeffro SAYS YahooMail sucks at filtering.. No matter how I filter d mails, d filtered ones aren't in their folders, and junks are still in the inbox.

Clean Desktop

2009-07-10T11:38:00.002+08:00

Luckily I managed to find this, it's a prove to what I did about a month back, where I spent days to come up with a fast and clean system.

Jeffro's Desktop (6/6/09)

How clean is your's?

090710 & 0911 - Quick Updates #12

2009-07-10T01:28:00.002+08:00

090710:

(1.27am) Jeffro IS LOL at Office 2010: The Movie So creative :D

(8.53am) Jeffro IS in class... finished with the first assignment, but worrying whether or not it is done correctly... Hmmmm..

(9.14am) Jeffro WISHES NikolaTesla, the inventor of AC electricity and radio transmission, a happy birthday! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nikola_Tesla

(11.27am) Jeffro SAYS last check on the assignment before submission.. somehow I find this time, reference is a problem.. *gulps*

(12.32pm) Jeffro SAYS just handed in my assignment.. wootza! 1 down, 4 more to go..

(2.09pm) Jeffro ASKS can anyone lend me a hair straightener?

(9.27pm) Jeffro IS gonna finish up the picture editing tonight... hopefully... =D

090711:

(9.32am) Jeffro FEELS great knowing that my "client" loves my pictures.. =D

090702 to 090709 - Quick Updates #11

2009-07-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

090702:

(3.13pm) Jeffro SAYS today's rather surprising - I actually managed to do something that I didn't understand. Best thing is I still don't know how I did it.

090703:

(3.50am) Jeffro had a nice chat with @TerriChan after so long of not hearing from her... Let's all pray for her upcoming good results this morning.. :)

090704:

(12.00am) Jeffro SAYS just got back from a wedding dinner.. Boy am tired.. it's gonna continue tomorrow.. =)

(8.45pm) Jeffro SAYS first wedding photography (6am to 5pm), and I'm already with 1000pics to sort.. @_@ tired and having a headache, damn hot day..

090705:

(2.47pm) Jeffro SAYS body-aching... i think i really need a 24hr sleep for the first time in 2 years..

090706:

(1.11am) Jeffro SAYS *phew* alas, back from wedding dinner.. what a tiresome weekend.. but it was all worth it.. =D

(1.13am) Jeffro LOVES photography even more, despite all the difficulties he faced tonight.. =D

(8.45am) Jeffro SAYS GOOD MORNING PPL! here I am in college when I should be sleeping soundly in bed.. RAWR!

(8.58am) Jeffro FEELS kinda relieved that the weekend is over.. but at the same time, scared knowing that there are over a thousand pics awaiting me at home...

090707:

(12.15am) Jeffro WONDERS can I consider myself as a free lance photographer now? Still learning though, but if there's any chance, I'd take it! =)

(8.40am) Jeffro WISHES everyone a VERY good morning! I'm psyched up for today's workload! =)

(11.45pm) Jeffro SAYS Imma WYSIWYG material.. =)

090708:

(1.47am) Jeffro SAYS i maybe slow.. but who cares? FF3.5 baybeh! =P

(11.50am) Jeffro ASKS is there anyway to plurk updates directly into a blogspot/wordpress post?

(2.17pm) Jeffro IS hungry but still stuck doing work..

(2.50pm) Jeffro SAYS beh tahan ady.. TIME FOR LUNCH!

(2.50pm) Jeffro IS no longer confused.. =)

090709:

(1.25pm) Jeffro IS damn sleepy and tired...

(8.55pm) Jeffro WAS damn tired, took a nap which turned to be several hours of sleep... but am still tired with body aches now.. no joke..

(11.00pm) Jeffro IS having cheese tarts for supper.. =)

Busy Like Bee...

2009-07-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~"

That's what I'm feeling right now...

Been doing work, work, and work...
What work? Studies, assignments and some personal
work of mine...

So little time, and so much work...
I just don't get how my other classmates were able to
handle it all without any problem at all...

I used to think that I could do it all,
But I guess it was just a vague idea of mine...
Oh well, I'll have to try harder to catch up to them...

I'll be even busier soon...
Now is the crucial time because I'm nearing to deadlines..
Nways, since I wouldn't be able to update that often here...
Anyone who's interested in my daily activities,
can catch me at my twitter or plurk...

Twitter: twitter.com/jeffro88
Plurk: www.plurk.com/jeffro88

Those will be short and more often updates..
=)

Till next time,
Toodles!

090625 to 090701 - Quick Updates #10

2009-07-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

090625

(4.01am) Jeffro tries to read "Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis" in 2 seconds.. for the 18th time.. PHAILED!

(6.01pm) Jeffro WANTS a whole new system built from scratch.. but I can't afford it.. not even a processor.. =(

(9.28pm) Jeffro IS reluctant to do my work.. *SIGH*

(11.02pm) Jeffro SAYS OMiGOSH.. I wanna upgrade my PC but where am I to find RM1500??? O_O

090626

(12.43am) Jeffro SAYS flipsyde is best to listen to at this hour..

(4.45pm) Jeffro SAYS because i'm unable to play any new games.. I've developed love for the old ones.. =D

(9.32pm) Jeffro WONDERS why's MJ such a big issue? Til some ppl must notify n remind me of his death? He wasnt tat popular to talk abt when he's alive..

090627

(4.03pm) Jeffro SAYS ARGGGHHH!!! My phone's suddenly DOWN!! Noooo~~ *sigh*

090628

(5.46pm) Jeffro SAYS man.. im losing my head on sunday..

(6.40pm) Jeffro SAYSRAWR.. Ouch Ouch.. Toothache.. Meow~~

090629

(1.50am) Jeffro IS actually pushing himself alot tonight.. he didn't even know he had it in him.. Not too shabby *pats self on the back*

(3.58am) Jeffro IS done for the night.. and am hitting the sack like.. right now... =)

(9.35pm) Jeffro WILL be preparing himself for a heck lot of work tonight.. =)

(10.55pm) Jeffro SAYS Oh no! Zhao Gong is knocking on my door! *locks door n close windows* "NOBODY'S HOME!"

090630

(8.49am) Jeffro SAYS I nearly make a hotdog out of a Chihuahua running across the highway blindly.. wtfff

(10.00am) Jeffro IS feeling kinda out of touch... things feel wrong... i think im missing something here..

090701

(8.28am) Jeffro SAYS here I am in college again, wanting to do my work, but moodless to work on anything at all..

(10.49pm) Jeffro NEEDS to settle all the leftover stuffs from last month.. Time to get over and done with it! RAWR!

P/s: Another week just passed by like that..
*sigh*

090624 - Quick Updates #9

2009-06-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

090624:

(12.53am) Jeffro just finished dinner. Why so late? Slept during dinner time, woke up an hour ago.. =P

(12.55am) Jeffro is wondering which is better Adobe PS CS3 or Adobe PS LR2?

(9.54pm) Jeffro SAYS it's been raining all evening.. *stretches* What a good evening.. =)

(10.14pm) Jeffro ASKS to anyone: is there any vacancy for a multmedia, graphics design and animation-qualified person?

0906[19-23] - Quick Updates #8

2009-06-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

090619:

(12.14am) Jeffro IS watching the Simpsons' Movie now.. LOL

(4.31pm) Jeffro just woke up from a nice nap.. but I still want more.. Can? Zzzz..

(9.19m) Jeffro just finished the DevilMayCry anime series.. Wootza!

090620:

(2.27am) Jeffro FEELS the tireness from earlier's work out.. damnit.. shouldn't have done so much.. Ouuch Ouuch, the sore...

(9.09am) Jeffro SAYS morning people! Mmmm.. NasiLemak with CharSiew.. Nice~ =D

(9.23am) Jeffro WILL need to do some housecleaning later.. Note to self: start will the living room =)

(9.53am) Jeffro SAYS Noooo... It's raining!! Not now.. the freshly washed clothes wanna get dry... =(

(10.08am) Jeffro THINKS his sister has become a weirdo, the 1st thing she talks about, with her friend is about studies... W.E.I.R.D! =P

(10.35am) Jeffro HAS not been taking much pictures nor has he sorted them out since last month.. fearing that hours and minutes will just fly away..

(10.39am) Jeffro SAYS oh well, it's still raining.. guess this calls for an early NAP! =D

(3.41pm) Jeffro SAYS i got a stiff neck and rock-hard shoulders.. *sigh* ppl tell me to relax.. but how?

090621:

(5.15am) Jeffro just got back from wicked burfday party.. Errrk.. I SMELL!! dang..

(6.26am) Jeffro SAYS Good morning ppl! It's time for me to sleep.. Zzzz.. *sleeping & snores*

(5.03pm) Jeffro THINKS the headache's gone now.. *phew* lucky me i guess..

(9.28pm) Jeffro WILL be watching Bride Wars with family.. Hmm too bad no popcorns.. but there's lotsa drinks here.. =D

(9.32pm) Jeffro LOL away.. was wished Happy Father's Day, by a "daughter" of mine, Karena.. =D

090622:

(12.28am) Jeffro SAYS Bride Wars was a heartfelt movie.. (applause) for the guy who had this idea.. =)

(8.45am) Jeffro WAS told to dig my own grave, since I'm back to ground zero on fyp... LOL

(12.14pm) Jeffro SAYS Woohoo! F11 in system and going! =P

(4.16pm) Jeffro SAYS for this few hours I be on skype if anyone wanna chat.. msn is not connecting here.. =(

090623:

(12.59am) Jeffro SAYS so many ppl have called me weird, have you?

(9.13am) Jeffro IS gonna waste some time here.. since im clueless of what to do.. =)

(10.20am) Jeffro IS testing out VirtualBox v2.2 on Windows and Linux.. virtualizing XP SP3

(5.47pm) Jeffro says Wootza! VirtualBox v2.2 rawks hard! Lightweight. powerful, easy-to-use and most of all, FREE!

0906[15-18] - Quick Updates #7

2009-06-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

090615:

(4.57am) Jeffro SAYS Wootza! 5 in morning and I iz playing Crazy Taxi doing high scores.. AWESOME sh*t! Crazyyyyy.. wtfff am I proud about also dunno..

(10.42pm) Jeffro IS back from movies of A&D, I think it's a nice movie.. =)

(10.48pm) Jeffro saw a theft in action.. the thief was caught, and some major havoc happened between the thief and shopkeeper..

(11.07pm) Jeffro SAYS DAMNIT! Power in the area keep triping! Wtf weih TNB?! you think it's a freaking christmas light bulb ar??

090616:

(12.14am) Jeffro IS gonna have Virtual Machines running on BabyNovo.. Hmm.. can i consider them my Virtual babies as well?

(3.08pm) Jeffro WILL be spending a heck lot of time updating his system tonight.. *sigh*

(10.41pm) Jeffro IS feeling so full (after heavy supper) and tired.. I think I wanna laze around while the updates complete by themself.. =P

(11.39pm) Jeffro now knows how a bloated king feels.. Wuish.. wanna move, but cant move.. too bloated to do anything much..

090617:

(1.17am) Jeffro THINKS twice on proceeding with his current idea.. He has a hunch that it'll be "banned" again.. coz it's irrelevant to his field.. darn it!

(1.27am) Jeffro should just leave things to automation while he slumbers aways... Nitez ppl.. =)

090618:

(12.21am) Jeffro SAYS I was dared to get up early to start off with my work.. wth.. I'll show you who'll be early for work.. ROAR! =D

(2.46am) Jeffro THINKS he needs a brain therapist to help him recall of all the ideas, thoughts and imagination he once had.. It might do him some good..

(7.44pm) Jeffro SAYS boy.. today sure is hot and tiring.. but there's still more to do.. Work Work Work.. =)

(7.45pm) Jeffro SAYS Mmmm.. BKT for dinner.. WOOTZA! =D

(9.45pm) Jeffro believes it's alright to take a time-out for the time being.. *phew* this is tiring..

(11.22pm) Jeffro FEELS like taking the night off duties... =)

090614 - Quick Updates #6

2009-06-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

(12.37am) Jeffro really hopes that the 1 year will pass by quickly... i nid a break...

(1.00am) Jeffro WILL be spending sometime tonight to reply messages... hopes ppl will forgive me for replying in late.. sorry..

(3.26am) Jeffro LIKES his the new plurk theme/layout... Mmmm... =D

(4.10pm) Jeffro WONDERS how everybody's doing on a sunday afternoon?

(4.54pm) Jeffro SAYS for the moment I thought that the rain was good.. then suddenly when the thunder came along.. i know it's bad! &*@^#$%

(9.34pm) Jeffro IS trying to convince my mum that I'll be a BIG name someday... but at the same time, am doubting whether or not that is possible for me..

(11.11pm) Jeffro IS downloading Fedora 11: Leonidas... OMG it's taking forever!

0906[08-13] - Quick Updates #5

2009-06-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

Well I've been pretty busy lately trying to catch up with studies - generating massive ideas (cause they were often rejected), doing some research, and focusing more on my assignments.. Many apologies for not updating myself. It's the time again where I start to feel lazy to blog about stuffs, cause I'm too hooked up doing my work instead.

via Plurk/Twitter/Facebook

090608:

(12.21am) Jeffro SAYS tonight marks the end for all events for me, until further notice. Been fun, so it's time to get serious...

(2.36am) Jeffro HATES Integrated Graphics... CCBKNN

(3.06am) Jeffro FEELS damn lame.. calling drewnity at 3am just to wish him "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!, now wake up and go pee..." LOL

(8.40am) Jeffro SAYS morning ppl!

(9.20am) Jeffro SAYS everyone's like going here and there.. and Im stuck here.. man it sucks to be me...

(10.13am) Jeffro WISHES I could have a portable aircond.. one that is as powerful as of the server room's =D

(12.03pm) Jeffro IS going off9 now.. see yal later.. =D

(2.05pm) Jeffro SAYS BabyNovo is down again.. *smacks head* stupid me went to mess with her sensitive parts..

(2.25pm) Jeffro IS now doing repeated work from last week.. WTF!

(11.15pm) Jeffro HAS re-done BabyNovo's new system.. now it's no longer buggy.. yeay! *dance*

090609:

(11.34am) Jeffro IS in the mood to do assignments.. Wootza!

(12pm onwards) Jeffro was busy doing assignment-related works.

(11.50pm) Jeffro SAYS my friend told me he wanted to alter time.. he wanted 14 days in a week, so that if he has 7 days to do work, he has 7 days to relax..

090610:

(12.18am) Jeffro WONDERS why i cant access Facebook...

(1.18am) Jeffro enjoys looking back at the picture from StandOut.. Mmmm.. :)

(1.31am) Jeffro WISHES Samantha a safe trip tomorrow... May everything go well for you ya.. *hugs* Let me know once things are settled down ya..

(3am onwards) Connection was failing me, couldn't access here and there, even work had difficulty in progression. *sigh*

090611:

(10.39pm) Jeffro finally has some decent connection.. Alright time to go back to work!

(11.48pm) Jeffro HAS suddenly I lost the inspiration and idea to continue my work..

090612:

(1.29pm) Jeffro SAYS im unstuck now.. Yeay! *dance*

(9.25pm) Jeffro WONDERS if tonight would be fruitful... hopefully the hardwork I'll be doing tonight will show me some results

(9.30pm) Jeffro WANTS the new MacBook Pro 17" with 8hours-lasting batt... but the spec I want is $2,618.00.. =(

090613:

(3.05am) Jeffro SAYS YEAY! It's RAINING!! Wootza!! *dance*

(8.42pm) Jeffro SAYS if you're ever in need of a companion, note that I'll be around.. I'll do my best to help, if I could help out at all... =)

(10.02pm) Jeffro tooks hours off spending some time with family... =)

As some of you would have noticed,
the daily status updates,
well that's because I'm concentrating more on my work
and lesser on keeping updates of what I did..

Will try to be more specific later,
(actually I have to, it's to record down what I did)
so no worries on that..
hopefully though..
are reducing

A Temporary Stop

2009-06-08T01:34:00.002+08:00

Well, as some of you might have noticed, I've been pretty active lately - being out with friends, chilling+hanging out, going from one event to another, having fun and all. It's been a really good time, easing off my mind from stuffs that have been going on in my head.

But all good things comes with a price, and for me - it was my time. Whilst I've been having fun and trying to ease off the pressure/stress from studies, well I've come to notice that I've only been procrastinating and trying to avoid the problems. I'm been aware of it before, but due to my ignorance, I simply put it aside.

So, I've made a decision, as of this moment, I shall hinder myself from events and many hang out sessions, to simply focus more on what I have on hands right now. I'm very close to my final year, which means I've got a year left till graduation. Though things may have seem to be going on smoothly for me on the surface, truth be told, they did not. In fact, it was rather the opposite, but somehow I managed to make it looked as if there was nothing wrong.

Hence I'm gonna start concentrating on settling my problems - which may possibly be the same as it was before when I went MIA for a certain period. I'll try to be around though. But first, I must complete what I've gotten myself involved in.

Note: not being in events or hang outs doesn't mean that I'll just disappear straight away (though I know some people might not bother about it), instead I'll be going out alot LESS-er. Hey, a person still gotta take some time off stuffs right? =D

Updates on previous events later on ya..
Had been dealing with BabyNovo,
but no worries, it wouldn't take very long..
=P

090607 - Quick Updates#4

2009-06-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

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(2.42am) Jeffro IS back.. after the StandOut Party + BigArseGathering (50+ ppl).. *phew* tired weih...

(2.53am) Jeffro LOVES hanging out with people.. whether or not I know them.. Love to do that with yal again.. :D

Jeffro slept like a ~~baby~~ pig till noon

(3.08pm) Jeffro IS up and ready to head out for friend's birthday bash.. =D

(3.09pm) Jeffro WILL be back LATEr with some note-to-self-announcement to make... =D

(4.28pm) Jeffro IS playing DoTA at friend's place.. it turned out to be a DoTA party.. :D

(6.29pm) Jeffro FEELS sorry for malfunctioning WenPink's lappie.. :(

(9.52pm) Jeffro IS damn full.. from all spaghetti+BBQ+drinks.. *buuurrrppp* Eksi-Q-me..

(10.33pm) Jeffro FEELS like playing cards with the fellows.. but *checks wallet* nah.. I think I'll pass.. =P

(12.20am of 090608) Jeffro IS back from friend's birthday cum DoTa (failed) party

Guess what? At this very moment,
it's Andrew's Birthday!
=D

Happy birthday bro!

0906[03-06] - Quick Updates #3

2009-06-07T19:07:00.002+08:00

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090603:

(9.59am) Jeffro IS still updating the core software... wonder when Step #5 can kick off...

(10.25am) Jeffro realizes that playspymaster game is boring.. am calling it a quit..

(11.24am) Jeffro believes all the basics have been covered.. this sounds really good.. =D

(6.14pm) Jeffro IS having a major headache.. thanks to the "awesome" heat.. darn it. there's still more work to do...

090604:

(12.45am) Jeffro SAYS am still at it with BabyNovo.. finally the tomorrow will be the finale.. =D

(9.06am) Jeffro SAYS Step #5 completed! Woohoo! BabyNovo is up - steady and STRONG.. *muacks* (dance)

(10.31am) Jeffro WILL be attending the same boring class.. TWICE summore.. =___="

(3.43pm) Jeffro WONDERS why some girls are attention-crazy. Earlier my friends pointed out a girl who's Tee so low can see half her boobies..

(5.14pm) Jeffro HAS an overflooding to-buy list.. Things that are needed and not just wanted..

(12.14am of 090604) Jeffro SAYS tonight's gonna be a long night.. :)

090605:

(before 8pm) Jeffro was just spending time with BabyNovo & BabyShanon, learning to better their performance.. *winks* but due to no Internet connectivity, there was no updates on plurk/twitter/facebook.

(8.48pm) Jeffro SAYS note to self: "Avoiding using much of shift+del, especially when there's a file shedder.. " man, lost alot ady..

(8.52pm) Jeffro INGIN tengok filem "Penukar-Penukar: Balas Dendam Orang Yang Jatuh" (LOL)

(10.39pm) Jeffro felt touched while watching the last episode of "Just Love It (C)" It's a good drama series..

090606:

(5.00am) Jeffro IS still awake at 5 in the morning.. hahaha.. hohoho.. hehehe.. okay time for bed.. in a while.. =D

(5.29am) Jeffro IS gonna have dim sum with Zhao Gong (i think it is directly translated as Sleep God) now..

(4pm onwards) Jeffro went out to attend StandOut Party by Tiger Beer & Nuffnang, and then joined the peeps at Murni's for the 50+ppl BAG (BigArseGathering).

090602 - Quick Updates #2

2009-06-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

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(10.08am) Jeffro *smacks head* Adui.. Step #4 failed.. Installation CD suddenly not readable.. Back to Step #3 =(

(11.09am) Jeffro HAS to resort to using people's techies since BabyNovo is flat out and empty..

(11.29am) Jeffro SAYS darn it! Andrew is tempting me giler!

(11.47am) Jeffro WANTS to go to Genting with short pants, singlet and slippers!!

(12.09pm) Jeffro HAS to go to classes now.. *sigh* c ya all later!

(5.07pm) Jeffro regrets not going to Genting with drewnity, am sweating like mad here!

(5.08pm) Jeffro HAS begun Step #4.. Process commenced! *cross fingers*

(5.39pm) Jeffro SAYS Step #4: attempt #1 failed. Something is wrong with partitions.. Step #4: attempt #2 now

(5.46pm) Jeffro *shows sign of relief* BabyNovo just passed the critical stage.. OhThank you!

(7.30pm) Jeffro THINKS so far everything's in order hopefully can go into Step #5: Testing Stage soon..

(9.58pm) Jeffro THINKS Step #4: Installation - is taking way too long.. the updates are crazy I tell you.. O_O

(1.09am of 090603) Jeffro IS gonna put Step #5 on hold first. There's much more to do before the testing can commence..

Today's a little technical sorry..
Am actually trying to re-make a whole new system for BabyNovo..
So that she can dual-boot two Operating Systems..
Apparently there are some technical difficulties..
So it'll take longer than expected...
Am gonna continue later, tweaking and tuning the BabyNovo,
until she's in top shape!

*muacks*

090601 - Quick Updates #1

2009-06-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

This would be what I wanna jot down, as to what I've done for the day

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(8.49am) Jeffro THINKS my college's scheduler is a dumb ass that has no sense of timing and direction.. =(

(9.45am) Jeffro just remembered to continue with Step #4 process.. but it looks like I can only do it tomorrow, due to some unresolved problems..

(10.05am) Jeffro IS LOL while looking at failblog.org - I find it damn funny!

(2.22pm) Jeffro IS wondering should watch show or should i sleep? which one? *scratches chin and thinks*

(3.09pm) Jeffro SAYS I was attacked by Cathay Cineplex - http://bit.ly/g2RDw

(4.14pm) Jeffro HAS yawn 3 times in a row.. indicating i should nap now.. =D

(5.15pm) Jeffro SAYS sleep was disrupted because had to get up to pick sis up.. =__="

(5.43pm) Jeffro *sighs* I wish my sister would grow up and learn to be more responsible... *sigh*

(10.13pm) Jeffro HAS a lot of things on mind now.. it's all going round and round.. am getting tired ady

(11.48pm) Jeffro should head to bed early... brain's exhausted... too many choices, plans and actions to decide upon... will continue that tomoro..

That's for today.. Am gonna hit the sack now..
Nitez to all!

He Slangs Me Off

2009-05-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

One of my lecturer has this awesome slang, believe it or not. Even I would bow down to his england. LOL. Behold the statements my classmates and I have been hearing throughout the classes:

#1: "In the process of production, the proDUCKs (yes, the pro ducks) are placed in BOX (plural form). Each BOK (singular form) has be assured of its quality"

#2: "Let's look at the few quality dimensions of product and services - PARformance (i wonder what's the par) and the Koh-tersy(so ah beng)"

#3: "Who's name I have COLLUP (we heard CORRUPT, when he actually meant Call Up)?"

#4: "Please do check your THUMBtable (using thumbs in the tables), for any changes in the SAD-DUEL (yes a very sad schedule).

Have you heard enough?
LOL I know I have..
And I've to hear it every week..

Fail or not?

Everybody's SUX!

2009-05-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

Well I don't know whether or not people are used to the term SUCKS or SUX, but here I would like to redefine it. I want to believe it to be an acronym - S.U.X. and make everyone S.U.X as well! So that I can finally tell everyone and anyone, "You're SUX!"

Coz S.U.X is Special, Unique n Xtraordinary.

So go ahead, start making this something common..
So everyone can be SUX too..
Imma gonna start with my friends..

*grins*

Yes Imma lame..
but Imma happy that I am..

It's EXTREMELY Hot!

2009-05-16T20:03:00.002+08:00

Believe me, these days it's been freakishly hot! Even the evenings are like afternoons... The sun took longer time to set, it's like having longer days than usual... Imma sweating as I even write this *grabs a towel & wipes sweat*

I'll show you how the days before were like in the evenings..

Crazy or not, the weather?
I tell you, I was in the car closing my eyes most of the time..
Due to my abnormal astigmatism and blinding sunlight,
my mum had to drive instead..
And I quickly took a quicksnap with my camera phone
and went back to closing my eyes and facing the car carpet..

Ishh.. simply terrible...
cannot la like this..
behtahan i tell you...

Ok la, I need to shower off the sweat and heat..
Bye!

Something's not right..

2009-05-15T11:07:00.002+08:00

A picture which I took so long to upload into the PC, darn it... Anyways, it was sometime last month, when I was still having my examinations. And we all know how things are when it comes to examinations. To prove how doink a person like me can be...

I actually brought in my thumbdrive, for god knows what reason..
And what's even better, that day itself, not only did
I take in my phone, but it was not on silent at all!
lucky no SMS or calls came in!
*phew*

Weird but lucky ei?
*grins*

I Can Has Peas Off

2009-05-15T09:38:00.002+08:00

As I was having lunch (days back) at one of the mamak's in my area, I was kinda shock with the meal served. Not that it was that good or that bad.. but it was something entirely unexpected to me.

That was 1/4 of the serving!

A lot or not??

Jeffro Makes Changes..

2009-05-04T09:25:00.002+08:00

Yes, if you have noticed, I would say it's kinda big change.
So what'ya think?

Inspired and helped by AlexG

Porno Dude/Chick says hi!

2009-04-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

Only a few days away from blog, and I found some porn-fetish-fella who had just started his/her pornblog.. SWT!

And he/she freagging added me into google reader.. WTF..
Do I look like a pornstar or what?

For anyone of you who are interest, here's the link:
Mizuki (or so he/she calls himself/herself)

ATTN - Mizuki:
Do NOT, I repeat, do NOT return here!

The Best WEEKEND ever!

2009-04-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

Over the past week, I'd been going out, catching with friends and stuffs. And I meant every SINGLE day of the week! The weekends especially, was heck ~~FUN~~ Oops, I meant F.A.N.T.A.B.U.L.A.S.T.I.C!

What happened on the weekends?

Jamie's Birthday Bash
Blogger's Movie Meeting 3 (BMM3) exclusives

Will post up on what happened over the weekend.. I'll be sure to spark at least a smile on your face! (hopefully yo, if not I won't be living up to my name! *gulps* so please smile after reading every post...) So stay tuned for more.. *grins*

Exam's Over... But...

2009-04-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

I finished my exams at 1.10pm (actually I came out way earlier than that)... But somehow, it just doesn't feel right. I don't feel relieved one bit. It's like I'm still stuck or hung unto something, which I still can't figure out why. Feels like I wanna screeeaaaamm out loud... Hmm.. That's not too bad an idea ei? *grabs a pillow and screams inside* AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! *feels slightly better* Well I can do that now, cause no one's around.. =) (ignore me if you must)

Anyways, while others are having enjoying their time outside either watching movie, shopping, taking a walk, dating, and so forth, I'm stuck at home. *sigh*

Why?

Duty calls, my friend, duty calls.

So, plans are mostly screwed. Gahhh... Sometimes I kinda dislike being the eldest sibling in the family. After exams earlier, I had to pick up my sis from school, send her back, wait a while, and send her to tuition. And shortly I'll be picking her up. And then I'll have to buy dinner back, cause mum will be back late tonight. So meanwhile waiting for my mum, I'll have to babysit my sis. See what I mean? Plans to hang out with friends, or simply chilling out with people, woooossshh-out-the-window-into-the-plastic-garbage-can, just gone... *sings Gone, Baby you're gone.. you're gone*

Oh well, no use complaining, nothing's gonna change anyways. I shall just accept the fact, and plan a better evening with what to do at home then... *puts a smile on my face* There, things are gonna better starting now... =)

Hmmm, I feel hungry, do you?

Imma gonna grab myself some bites..

Oooo..

Hotdog bun!

*nom nom nom*

*Buuurrrrpppp!*

I Need This Badly..

2009-04-15T21:03:00.002+08:00

Imma reading a lot and mentally working out all the brain juice.. Now what I really need is S.O.M.E..R.E.S.T, and I saw this!

I could really make full use of it...

*energetically to toned down* I want, I want, I want, I w..a..n..t..

*drops head on keyboard*

OUCH!!!

*rubs head* & *sobs sobs*

I wish I had one...

I Flooded My Own ShoutBox sigh

2009-04-15T00:25:00.002+08:00

After not being to chill out here for a while, due to exams this week, I've not been able to check on my ShoutBox. So... there were plenty of messages there... *blink blink* But knowing that I usually reply to every message, not to mention also, comments, I did my part.

So as a result:

It's all me, there..

O_O

*sigh*

Exams' Schedule!

2009-04-13T15:02:00.002+08:00

This is my exams schedule.

Yesh it's only this week.

Yesh it's only 2 days.

Yesh it's only 2 subject.

Nooo.. It's not easy!

*stress+tension+pressure+frust+all dark forces of their allies comes*

Worry not, I shall live through..

And after the exams, PARTAY TIME!

Time for Break?

2009-04-08T15:12:00.002+08:00

After some "good" time with the books, ebooks and laptop, I guess it's time to break a short break. Yeah, I know time's short and still ticking away. But hey what's the point of going all out for something when you can't even have at least 5 minutes break right? *grins*

Anyway, my mum called up earlier, telling me to put aside whatever I'll be doing in the evening, cause we're gonna go out and celebrate her friend's birthday. Who's this good friend of hers? Well I call her Aunty Florence. Nooo, she's not related to me in anyway, but as a friendly calling (I'm sure everyone has that courtesy as well) I added Aunty to her name. =)

Aunty Florence, has been taking care of my mum, whilst I'm busy away either doing my work, or having time out with my friends. So a million thanks ya Aunty Florence. And be prepared, as Jeffro will be coming over to celebrate your this year's birthday!

I'd better finished up whatever revision I can cover up now. And get ready for later this evening birthday celebration *smiles*

*zooms back to books, ebooks, and laptop...*

Enough Play, Serious Time

2009-04-07T08:00:00.002+08:00

Even though I've been busy doing work alongside with studies, it feels like I haven't been serious in a while now. Been slacking quite a lot. Yeah, wanted the fun, needed the fun, had the fun, fun's over, so it's time to go back into the solitude of seriousness (sounds damn exaggerated, but it's something like that).

So from today till the end of next week I'd be pretty much darn busy, revising and studying for the next exams I have next week. Yeah no kidding, it's the end of my 2nd semester of Year 2. So need to work it off to score back the grades I've lost previously. Darn it!

But I'll be back soon enough before anyone knows I'm gone. Don't count the time la! That was just a figure of speech yo! Anyhoo, if Imma lucky enough, I'd be here on and off, should be able to catch up with how things are moving around.. =)

So I'm off to do my work..

See ya!

Ching Ming..

2009-04-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

"Are you going for Ching Ming tomorrow?"

*refers to Sunday, 5th April*

"No, I'm not"

Forgive me if I spelled out the name wrongly. Ching Ming of a festival celebrated by the Chinese to visit their ancestors' or relative's graves. However, as a Chinese myself, I don't think I've ever celebrated it. Maybe it's because I'm not a Chinese-boy-taught-with-family-traditions, maybe it's cause I'm a free thinker, or maybe it's just because of the family issues that's been revolving in my family. Well, I believe, if there's office politics and blogosphere politics, there's something also called the family politics. Shit happens, I know.

So I wonder, what do people do on Ching Ming? I mean, seriously, I have no idea. Is it like something I see in the movies or drama series, where someone will visit, give respect, leave some flowers, pray and talk a while? Or just a formality, that I've heard before, done wiillingly or unwillingly just because it's neccessary - some people think doing that will receive blessings of the ancestors and/or relatives?

Is it possible that I tag along with anyone, just to witness it? I'm asking because my family doesn't practise it. And I have no idea what there is to do, or to prepare for.

Well it's just me asking.

Ignore me if you will.

Frightening Dinner

2009-04-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

Got back from dinner not too long ago, and seriously this is the first time I felt that dinner was safe outside, or at least in my neighbourhood. Why? Just as I was about to get my food from the counter at a mixed rice stall, I heard some people shouting and some screams at one end of the street.

I did not want to get involved as I know being involved in anything that something to do with shouting and screaming will not be any pleasant to me. So quickly I finished my dinner, and plan to head home straight away.

Guess what? Upon exiting the stall, I saw many people were staring at one side of the street. Not just, people from stalls next to the one I'm standing, but also people from across the streets and also from the stall within. Everyone's looking at one particular direction. So I turned my eyes, and to my discomfort, I saw 2 persons bleeding all over - from head to toe. They were also walking wobbly and uttering out words that I could not understand.

I decided to get out of the place immediately, as I know this is some I-slash-you-then-you-slash-me situation that I should not even go close to. I entered the car, and drove off. However, I wasn't the only one who tried escaping the scene. Many others were doing the same, but some were unlucky because those two were walking and happen to rub against the cars which were making a turn. Poor them, now they got blood stains. Ewww..

With proper timing and observation, I was able to get out of the place, without getting the car "touched" by the two bloody guys. OMG this is such a horrifying dinner. Blerrgh, thinking about it, gives me the butterflies in the stomach~ O_O